Tuesday, December 18, 2012

My Mask Carries All The Bones [Metalcore]

believe in me, I have heart and I have faith
believe me please, have faith, believe
believe in me, trust me please, we can make it through this
believe we can make it through this life in Hell

you can keep up the lies but I believe we're free
I'm gonna take you down tonight
believe in me, have some faith and see beyond the lies
believe for once that we can be okay

standing stronger, flying higher - so far above what's wrong
crashing low, you are below everything
believe in me for once - I am oh so capable
nobody ever said to me, "Life is just so easy, oh so easy"

take life by the throat - strangle, mangle
bring it to the ground and bury everything
believe in me, I swear to God I can
fuck off, believe - make your fucking choice

stand strong, believe, we can make it through it all
believe in me sweetie, we can make it through it all
have faith, believe, I swear to God we can
stay strong baby, believe in you and me, we can make it through it all

so stand up, let's dance, darling, sing with me
stay strong, believe, we can make it through it all
darling, believe, I swear we'll make it through
believe in you and me, we can make it through everything that's in our way

Saturday, December 8, 2012

From Dusk Until Dawn [Post-Hardcore]

how do you feel when you're watching the sky
from the cold depths of your blackened Hell
the sun will not shine for you at all
when it rains, it never wants to stop

bury me, selfish sea of broken dreams and fallen man
these bones won't break, but I wish they would
you're so damn naive, believe what you hear
such a beautiful face, you'll hide all of your pain

cover your scars with the sleeves on your shirt
your thighs are exposed - thank God that they're clean
your arms are still scarred though your thighs are now clean
honey I know your smile's so fake

what do you see as you look to the stars
hide from your past and plan for the end
you can't decide why in the Hell there's reason to stay
watch as your mother is killed in front of your eyes

your family is dead now you're the only one left
paint a rose black and spread all the ashes
cover the scars, you never left them showing
a beautiful face means nothing to me

what are you like as a person inside
steadily the fog lurks in the dark and comes from the sea
engulfing you and hiding the tears from the world to see
tell me, baby, what do you see when you look up at me

Russian Roulette [Post-Hardcore]

hello honey, how are you today
as you know, I just went shopping though what for
baby trust me, understand me please
a revolver is hidden behind my back

hold it tightly and slowly walk away from you
nothing's working, it's just getting worse for me
understand me, don't come down for me 
baby please listen to me speak through the tears

go to sleep and please don't wake up
until the morning calls for you
I've only got one bullet but that's all I need
load the chamber, I'll spin it twice

oh so blindly place, the gun to my head
now without looking, I'll pull the trigger
these shaking hands no longer stand so steady
pull the trigger, tears fall around my body

no shot - spin the chamber
blindly shooting but that's fine
I feel a gun to my head and that's all that I need
one shot - I'm gone

sorry, baby - I told you, just sleep
so please understand me
one shot - my bloody fingers limply lay still
blood-stained walls, repainted with brains

Criminal [Post-Hardcore]

building a shell out of your lies, not from your eyes
a secret life of your mistakes
you're a criminal and wanted everywhere
disguise yourself and forget the lies of the past

build a barrier between the truth and lies
your blood is visibly spread as you walk away
how much time can you waste and live your life this way
portray the great image of yourself on everyone

nobody knows the life that you live
everyone expects your secrets
now it's wise to run away from here again
every time you have to leave

this life is rough though it's all your fault
hide it all and run away from the truth
you don't want to live like this
I know that you hate the man you are

your family doesn't even know your name
you hide from everyone you've ever met
when do you say enough is enough
you can't live a life like this

Another Shadow [Post-Hardcore]

hush little darling, don't be so scared
don't be afraid of what you can't know
so hush your lips, your pretty, sweet cherry lips
let me kiss them and never let you go

war is prolonged but what is it for
my knife is breaking me down
a hundred thousand pieces and you'll never know
your skin is so cold, your heart no longer beats a name

my face is pale and maybe it's true - I am a ghost
nobody sees me, they all see right through me
hardly ever promised anything I could ever keep
darling please stay strong; the strongest can still break

drinking the water, you don't know it's poisoned
I take my own life but I leave you this note
now I know that I'm gone, a spirit in danger
watch over you like a  guardian angel

I'll keep your heart strong, make sure you're okay
wipe tears from your eyes every day
can you see through me - do I remain clear
you are the light that keeps me strong

If I Die Tonight, I'm Bringing You With Me [Post-Hardcore]

early this morning I woke to the sound
of church bells singing a song for me
looked out my window and I saw destruction
bloody rivers flowing freely down the streets

and now that I'm all chained, I guess this is goodbye
I'm breaking the bonding - ain't ready to go
these empty streets still give me the creeps
I'm running fast but there's no way I can flee

they're out to get me and I'm staying in shadow
I'll walk to the gallows though I won't let you be
leaving a trail of poisonous gases behind in my wake of doom
watch out or where you tread may be the end of you

gasoline and fire make the perfect explosives
staying in shadow, I walk to the gallows
a path of destruction shall lie in my wake
armed with a cross and the Lord by my side

the KKK sure fucking proved the Lord backs us all
so what's there to stop me form burning you all
strike a match and inhale the poison without any clue
I'll take you all out if I'm going down

judgemental bitch taking the honors
take to the shadows, stick to the depths of the sea
lay down the trap and set you all free
the captain goes down and brings the ship to his grave

Infiltration [Alternative Rock]

every day I'm alive I'm seeing mean people
bullies are in control where I go to school
it gets in my blood, flows through my veins
I do what I can to stop all these jerks from hurting these kids

Lord knows that I've tried the best that I can
he's seen me cry, breakdown in miserable tears
because these bullies are evil indeed
everybody shout - sing along with me please

raise up your voice and let our message be heard
the louder we are, the stronger we stay
dear bullies you must know you're killing us all
you're like a poison that takes hours to set and days to kill

you little bastards think you're so cool by making us weak
now I understand if you're hurting inside
of course I don't hate you though I despise what you are
I"m here to help if that's what you need

no way in Hell will I stoop so low as to kill
I'll only help you make it through life
raise up and cheer, this is our battle cry
we will not die, we'll never give up, never give in

why should we ever let you win the war that's at hand
nobody's perfect, don't point out our flaws
we won't listen to you, you'll never win
this is our fight, we're staying strong

Potter's Adventures [Post-Hardcore]

a fight to death, our broken promises
walking through hell, not sure what to say
demented beings haunting my dreams because of you
walk into hell yeah the first thing that I see is the rebirth of Satan

a ring of fire surrounds the chamber of sacrificed blood
this place is sacred, our war is disturbing the unholy peace
step up to the throne and lay out an offer
the prince of darkness has standards you must meet

if you are holy, he'll chop off your head, you'll be His dinner
Satanic worship is all over Hell
if there is a God, He's losing the battle
our war of promise is causing His strength

fuck you I am dead but fuck if that makes you king of the world
unleash my weapon of mass destruction
nothing will be left for your filthy rule
you'll surely be dead, I send Satan for you

evil surrounds me and I'm losing my heartbeat
before the war I was fine and healthy
now I'm in Hell and the past can't be undone
holding you close to me, breaking the memories

I'll kill what's left of you inside of my head
I'm not about to go as low as you've gone
technically I've won the battle and you're ready to explode
everything that I see as I'm walking through Hell

can't be unseen and it makes me believe
we are endangered and we're on a food chain but not at the top
the reasons to end it really seem so fucking lame to me
I'll be what I want, that's better than you

Weaving A Path [Post-Hardcore]

hello there ya beautiful, gorgeous girl
I've got a present waiting here for you
you know that I still walk in shadows
all by myself, alone every night

study the moon and watch it revolve
you know every night I think you're so sexy
the only thing you could do to be twice as sexy
baby I'm yearning to see your guts spread out on the floor

the topping's your own blood, I'll have a glass of that
I've got a knife and it's covered with your blood
I swear I don't know how the hell it got to me
baby I do say you're sex when you're as dead as a ghost

trigger finger ready to make even more mess
to cut up your organs is such a beautiful thing
seeing your face dead and cold as the snow
bloody and pale - it's such a fucking sexy thing

I'll rape your corpse and bathe in your cold blood
it's soothing to me dear, you're sexy as hell
I like seeing your corpse sprawled out on the floor
I've got a boner from seeing you dead

survey your corpse now I am aware
baby I killed you, I'll kill myself too
you're fucking sexy with your guts all around
maybe I'll eat you and crown myself as king

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Departure [Pop Rock]

every night I lay in bed away from you
sleepless nights alone in bed
I'm freezing cold and missing your face
I miss your touch, your warming smile

girl hear me out, you're beautiful
and my heart races when she's kissing me
even when she holds me close and says it's fine
her pure beauty is so captivating

her perfection's overwhelming
how come she can't see the things I see
if she could see the way I see
I swear to God, she'd feel invincible

she would see there is no match
no one is as good as her
I swear to God she is the best I'll ever have
she's perfection at it's best

and if I ever find someone else
I swear to God I'll see your face instead
I'll never find another one like her
our love was true and I let it go

I've gone so low, she's all that I want
she's got it all and I'm in love with her
you're the one that I want, the one that I love
she's so perfect, it's killing me

Disco With The Devil [Pop Rock]

I've tried so hard through all my life
it's time for me to turn around
I'll take a stand and be myself
I'll live my life, I'm in control again

through all the years I've been around
I was not the one to live my life alone
everyone controlled my life for me
so cleanse it all and take control of everything

secret lies and happy lives
I was never one to live in secrecy
even when the better thing to do was to say a lie
I always told the truth instead of living lies

through all my life I tried so hard
to do things right through everything
and every day I'm trying much harder
to get away from here, get to where I need to be

destruction of the soul is life with no death
but I don't want to live that long
and everybody says that I should be this way
but I have this to say to you and all your lies

I won't be the way you think I should
I am my own man, I won't live like this
I'm done with your control
I try so hard and now I'm done

Funeral [Post-Hardcore]

lay your head down, time to rest
a hearse is waiting beside your door
take a final breath of air
feel the weightlessness of flight

resting time has come for you
Heaven calls for you my dear
your life was cut way too short
you're suffering so let it end

close your eyes and wait for death
the time for rest has come for you
at least you'll have a peaceful death
lay to rest, you're in your bed

Heaven sends an angel down to guide you home
listen here, so close my dear
I love you so much more than life
you know I want the best for you

you're my life, my only love
would I say for you to go if it wasn't for the best
my last words will give you joy
the last you'll ever hear in life

"I love you so much more than life"
goodbye my dear, my sweetest love
lay your head to rest my love
I'll see you in another life

The Army of Fallen [Post-Hardcore]

white light, misguidance
a razor cuts deeper into your skin
the wounded are scarred
unhealed, not cared for until you're dead

the bullies are heartless
we're wounded, we're soldiers
won't give up 'till the light dies
we've been there, yeah we know

shine light, misguide us so blindly
we carry the wounded, the dying
fight stronger, our numbers are growing
we're dying with treason

a world in black and white unfolds in delight
my word has been given, you're safer forever
the reason's not needed when treason's misleading
the army of broken still will protect you

you've joined us now, you won't be left behind
our army is caring and showing of love
the blackness is fading
the light still misguides you

with bleeding red spines we stand up for you
my heart is not a lie
don't trust me, then watch my brain
my heart is guidance protecting you

King of Earth [Metal]

you can run with the stars
travel in style everywhere you go
the city knows what's up when you come around
the world's your treasure, you are the devil

you can travel the world flying in style
the cops won't chase you 'cause they know you're trouble
kill everyone, nobody cares what you did
now when you go home, your family's in tears

see what you did with all of your power
open your eyes man, this has to stop
can you live with yourself knowing what you have done
your mind is lost from all the abuse

if you've got it made, you'd better protect
every man has a bounty for the price of your head
man can you stop the pain you keep causing
making us suffer because you got bored

you ain't a gangster, you're worth nothing to me
soon you will find out the damage you've done
you ruled the world and we're bringing you down now
you're too much trouble, it's more than it's worth

Years Of My Life [Rock]

I look back at the years of my life
and I wonder what happened to it
years of my life - they're passing me by
where did it go, all of those years

I once was a boy and now I'm a man
where'd my life go, how much time do I have left
the time I've wasted was gone from the start
soon enough I'll find that I'm dead

I keep aging and it's going too fast
not quite ready for my chances
years of my life - they keep flying away from me
these years of my life are going too fast

seems yesterday I was just ten
was it my sub-conscious mind or was I wide awake
don't remember how I spent my time alive yet dead
years of my life, once were so slow, missing my life

these years of my life are speeding right by
where'd my time go and how old am I
how much time has been wasted
who could I be, where can I go to slow my life down

recent years have gone much faster than ever before
these years of my life have gone to waste
where has it gone, what did I do
they say life's perfect, well not for me, I'm trapped in the past

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Brains For Actors [Pop Rock]

baby listen to me please I have something to say
I wasn't thinking clearly, haven't been so sure for so long
life keeps rushing by my face
flying through time and space too fast for me to stay on course

I'm crashing down into the land, hit a mountain, now I'm down
the sky is dangerous, don't stay so high for too long
you'll be like me and just do things
no thought involved, you just do it 'cause you think you can

that's what's been going on for me
wish it'd change 'cause it's killing me
I don't want to be a piece of shit but it seems I am anyway
I can't change the way I am, I'm too far into this trap

I'm not thinking all this through anymore than I should
maybe less than I'd like to say I'm thinking through
I swear it's not intentional but it happens to be this way
wish it'd stop and I could change

somehow I think there's little hope to fix it all
take me back to the day when you were there on your own in need of help
I'm sure I'd help you once again but wouldn't leave you anymore
take us back to the time when I said I'm leaving you

I'll change that day to be the way it ought to be
so many things that I would change if I could just go back in time
everyone would be happy with their lives the way that they should be
I wouldn't ruin another life if I could stop myself from this

I would stop myself from falling for this one and all the others that I've met
you're the one for me forever and I'll stop myself from this
why should I change for you if you hate the way I am
I hate myself, you know it's true because of you and me, it's life

Rain Storm [Rock]

try and wash away your tracks in the rain
guilt is closing in, you know you're so wrong
what's left behind, not washed away
you left behind enough to get caught

the rain won't wash away all of your tracks
if you want to be free, then burn all that's left
the rain can not take all of the pain
the tracks are so thin, but you're still around

now guilt closes in, you know you've done wrong
keep coming back, see if you're found
your tracks are so thin, hidden within
watching your back, you cover the end with the rain

tears wash away all that's behind
I've got you near, discovered you're here
burning the pain, watching the rain
going insane, you wait for the pain

are you sorry for what's done
you use the rain to hide what's behind
well the rain can't hide all of your past
your mistakes are undone, but the fact is still there

watching the rain, crying in vain
guilt closes in and you know you're undone
you're so afraid of what you can do
so wash away all of the pain

The Truthful Lies [Pop Punk]

every day I'm asked the same things from those who know of our past
what went wrong when we lasted for so long
and I can't even say a thing 'cause I'm ashamed of who I am
I don't want to be this way but it's life, that's who I am

now I don't want to be this way, I'm ashamed of who I am
what's become of myself
and why would I lie at all, no one trusts the liar's truth
I'm ashamed of who I am but it's life it's who I am

every day they say the things I don't want to hear from them
I can't say a thing to them 'cause I'm ashamed of who I am
if I say anything, it won't help a thing at all
and when I tell the truth to you, you don't think it's really true

'cause I've lied so much before, couldn't stop it anytime
and no one trusts the lies I say even if the truth is heard
and I can't say the things I've done
'cause I don't want to be this way, who I am isn't right

I don't want to be this way, it's who I am, I want to change
anything I say is classified as lies and nothing else
someone save me and help me out 'cause I don't want to be this way
the way I am is killing me

tried to run and hide from it,
that made it worse, it didn't help a bit
all the times they ask me what went wrong with us
I can't say a thing to them 'cause if I do I'll cry in shame

I hate the thing that I've become, so ashamed of who I am
all these things I've said and done are killing me inside the heart
I warn you now to stay away 'cause I don't want to hurt you too
I'm ashamed of who I am, I don't want to be this way

Friday, October 19, 2012

California Lies [Metal]

break down your walls of security
deserve no better than a rotting hell
maybe I mean it, maybe I don't
holding you down now you're on the floor
 
breaking my walls down
I'm on my way to a bitter place
I once heard a man, well he said just one thing
all I heard himn say is how he loves his life
 
my mind won't let me be
content with who I am
take me down to Hell
you'll see that I don't care
 
Hell is where I live
I want to bring you down with me
wish I wasn't me
my life's too full of pain
 
I'm glad it may be me instead of someone else
deserving of this pain
I'll bring you down with me
fall into my grave, stay above the sea

The Endless Fall [Alternative Rock]

close your eyes and feel the fall
lean on back, you're on the edge
take the fall and have the end
you're at peace so now's the time
 
in the end you find it all
all the things you kept inside
you should have said, I could have helped
could have saved you from the fall
 
lean right back all the way
falling now you wish you'd stayed
could have had some help through this
take the fall and save regret
 
here's your chance to save yourself
talk to me in rewound time
life is worth more than this
don't throw away all you have
 
shed some light on the darkest sighs
every breath could be your last
I'm all ears so speak to me
close your eyes and take the fall

Devil's Water [Alternative Rock]

the ocean's never your friend
it kills all your life
everyone you know has died
here comes the monsoon, run away
 
tsunami follows, can you escape
the sun is fading along with your dreams
somday you'll find a way to say
your life's just an endless Hell
 
angels don't watch for you at all
demons lead the path you're on
waves crash and bring you down to Hell
kill yourself, the rain will wash away your tears
 
cutting life into dead pieces
bring yourself down to lower things
take a breath and feel the salt inside your veins
stinging pain you can't escape
 
can you find the end or is it near your time
the ocean calls for you
lightning crashes down around you
can you find a way to leave this all behind
 
here's the light, it's leaving far behind
wait in the ocean and have the world end
salty veins and deadly tears everywhere
say goodbye now you're leaving me

Ring of Blood [Pop Rock]

your smile's heaven, blend that with Eden
sorry but mankind is sacred
we can't make love yet for it is sacred
to make love is special, something for two

you know how much I love you
someday I'll lay my heart down on the line
I give you my only heart, dear
tell me something lovely face

what do you think of mistakes
do you think it's true or a myth
and what's your view on true love
I believe in both of those I say it proud

you are my one, my only love
here's a ring to show my love
it's package says to handle with care
is it maybe more than just a ring

it's my heart inside the ring
keep it real and wear it true
if you ever forget our love
please take my heart and tear it up

Childhood Friendship [Post-Hardcore]

we grew up together, shared so many dreams
lived where there's no hope
so many times we said we'd grow up great
yet in the end I saw you walk away
 
spent a hundred years wasting life away
the sad part is my only hope
left me years ago to find somebody else
I never even thought that you would leave me behind
 
you were who I trusted when everything went wrong
two thousand years went by
and when I say you next you were a different man
someone I can't trust the way I could before
 
you were just a cheat, nothing but a lie
when my life was fading
you turned the other way, chose to walk away
never said a thing or even look at me

Burning Car [Pop Rock / Acoustic]

last night I heard the worst thing
the cops had called and said what's wrong
you're nearly gone and I should come
in a bed, you're nearly dead

in a coma, may never see
the perfect face of yours again
I can't bear to see your pain
the doctor said that you can hear the things I say

they say that you may never see
the light of day again
if you can hear everything
let me say just one thing, "I love you dear"

"you are my life, my everything"
baby please don't leave me here
on my own, there's nothing left for me
midnight comes and you're not doing well

now it's Sunday, the day of God
pray to God that you're okay
as time goes by, you near your death
now you're gone and I'm in tears

baby please come back to me
they say you hear what I say
baby please come back to me
my world now has gone away

all the things we never did
you know I loved you more than anything
now that's gone, there's nothing left
fell in love but now you're gone


Thursday, October 18, 2012

Whispering Wind [Alternative Rock]

softly the wind blows and the willow whispers
as the moon comes to view out of the clouds
the wind blows stronger, takes you away
listen so closely and hear the soft whisper within the wind

hear the low sound of the song they play
calling for you, they want you to come home
softly the wind howls, it calls for you
bringing some peace to this land of hatred

drifting to safety, let the wind lead you home
you're safe and you're sound, and all is just fine
watching the moon turn night into day
calming your mind, watching time fly

I'll carry you home, my voice is the wind
doubt fills your mind, I sense it within you
leave all these thoughts to die with the wind
night turns to day and suddenly there's joy

hear the birds sing with perfect tune
now here comes the sun, light up the sky
feelings of bliss replace all your doubt
I'll carry you home and bring you some peace

keep yourself calm and whisper downwind "take me away"
and follow the sound of the place in your heart
where you want to go to just get away
I"ll make sure you're strong and keep you alive

Symbol of Peace [Rock]

I once was free, a beautiful bird
soaring through time and space
now I won't be but a thoughtless tree
chop me down and watch me turn to ash

I once was free as a careless bird, wings attached yet falling free
where's the light to hide my plight
breaking the bounds, what's left undone
careless and free, where's my escape, is there no escape

the only mistake I can't retake
well you can't retake the trials of life
think so clear before you're here, yeah it's near, oh so clear
you can't unwind the mistakes and fakes

this is the final test that you'll take
release the pain, set yourself free
your wings must be earned, then you'll be free
I am a bird, my wings, they were earned

now I've lost my wings, no longer so free
no longer a bird, I've lost my escape
follow your heart and do what is right
you won't be like me, forever be free

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Brain Surgery [Post-Hardcore]

starry nights and troubled nights
stormy nights and troubled thoughts
light the way to the darker place
my car is broken, ain't goin' anywhere

staying strong yeah harder still
I left the light on to welcome you
so far it's done little good
you think you know everything

then one day you see you're wrong
latest beatings killing you
well maybe prove that I am wrong
some day you'll see you're always right

my curse it bears the wounds of death
hardens me into a shell of shameful play
pity burdens the hardened soul
breaking through now, here I come

finding light to free myself
Armageddon is coming too soon
last night I dreamed I died
today I had that dream come true

Eye of the Storm [Metalcore]

taking a stand, weather comes rough
coffins flying and death is dying
flesh is rotting with fear in mind
rough weather comes right through

coffins flying and flesh is dying
peace for those haunted minds
dwelling souls roaming free
with flesh that's dying

coffins all flying round and round
thunder booms so, so loudly
lightning striking these poor souls
weather's coming, prepare yourselves

the flesh is dying and the coffins are flying
nooses are hanging and nobody's free
safe and sound is just a myth
corpses fly from the coffins bleeds death

starlit night, moon shines bright
my path is paved though the road is mine
the moon lights up these holes in the ground
dying flesh and possessive coffins

the smell of bodies burns through the night
rotting corpses and dying humans
our flesh is dying every second of the day
a coffin of gold yeah it's broken now

Breaking The Workings [Metalcore]

all you tell me is how you are alone
somebody help me, somebody save me
cut your wrists to save your emotions
make it bleed, go so deep

someday I'll collide with the devils around me
know I can't control all of this
you know this is a war,
we know we're all losing

are we the reason for demolition
destruction's our mission
without realizing we're killing each other
the workings of our universe

planets are host to annihilation
evil around us, indeed it's us all
I've changed so much from last year
I'm not who I was before all of this

everyone changes, as do I
you must understand you are not dead
why would you die because of me
let's make amends, it's all of us

why do I feel alone in this war
we all regret our choices
decisions can break us so easily
sorry for pain I've brought to you

Speaking So Clear [Alternative Rock]

you want to know what it is like
be here with me doing my job
time surely flies though not every day
changes are hard, tour each day

the things which matter most
in life aren't what's blind
you see it clear though you don't know
answers are near, right here

give me some help for humanity
answers are clear once you're coming so near
holding our breath and going so slow
caution is a virtue

you've got to be careful with your whole life
got to be you, not somebody else
answers are near, becoming so slow
clear as time speeds yet we slow down

believe you, your lies
answers are near, becoming so clear
as it slows down so much
show us how you win

Shameful Fear [Metal]

crying now, shameful face
bloody mess, shattered bones
broken face and ungratefulness
regret your life thoroughly

breaking spirits, killing dreams
all I need is a simple hug
writing Love on her arms
we know what's right, this isn't right

why should you feel so lonely
you're not alone or on your own
maybe people won't reason with you
but you aren't just on your own

go to sleep every night in fear
waking up from haunting dreams
numerous times throughout the night
cold fear, stale air, cold sweat

help me break right out of here
I know it's fine,
this is such paranoia
here we go, get out of here

Supernatural [Post-Hardcore]

have you ever heard the dead
they'll speak to you
a whisper in your head
have you ever seen a ghost

wander along the land
possibly the hover over oceans
late at night for few to see
you will not see them unless they want you to

have you ever sen the Lord
even glimpsed of the Devil
has a ghost mentioned you
in your sleeping dreams

do you know what it's like
to die a cold death
have you been heard by the ghosts
of the Lord or the damned

superstitions unveil a mask of ourselves
has the Lord of the Dead spoken to you
have you glimpsed the poor souls
blessed with a curse to wander the Earth

Lonely Bed [Alternative Rock]

you think you know me so well
but wait until the day I'm gone
you can scream for me as much as you want
if I can't hear, you know that I'm dead

maybe you know who I am
you surely don't know me at all
I left you for dead, you were a burden
nothing more than a burden to me

someday you'll waken alone in bed
the light will be on and I will be gone
I'm leaving you for dead
all you ever did was burden me

I regret what I've done
of course we can be friends
maybe I want you gone from my life
you burdened my life more than you should

today is the day that I'm gone
wake up alone with no love
you're so cold and alone
today is the day that I am gone

there's a note by your bed
let's make it clear you're alone
burdening me is what you do best
so this is the end from here to the end

Target Practice [Alternative Rock]

every night I lie awake in bed
watching angels die and demons possess
never thought I'd see it though
they're watching after me

everything I do you know they see
perhaps I need a shrink yeah
someday I'll be an angel killed by Death
I love the way the pain feels

fuck the things they say
if it's pain I want, pain I will get
fuck the society's expectations
flying through time oh so damn fast

people say I am dangerous
though I don't think I'm dangerous
I'm just like all of you
though the pain is more for me than for you

I never thought I would end up like this
shit surely happens, this is one of those things
stare at me all you want
say whatever things you want me to know

you can say what you want
though you always know we're the same
if you want to kill me with words
I'm right here baby, do your best

Fuck Up [Post-Hardcore]

sometimes I care too much
about the ones who ruin my life
sometimes I think I might die
well tell myself it's over now

watch me fuck up again
everything I do is fucking fucked
nothing works out
I swear I'll never be the right guy

how can I survive this mess
when all it is, is fucking up
no more usage for my body
not much time left

nothing seems to work for me
I fuck everything up
I sit alone at night sometimes
cry away the bullshit problems

nothing ever seems to work for me
I just seem to fuck it all up
maybe I'm doomed after all
kill me now, ready for death

take my life and sell my soul
I'm always fucked up in the head yeah
nothing works out for me, no
my life is a fuck up, I was a mistake

Breath [Alternative Rock]

take a breath and save your breath
you need not say much more
take a deep breath and save your time
you don't need to speak right now

harmony may save me
but blasphemy will ruin me
if I were the dead man
would you tell me now

I'd rather know the truth yeah
than to think I've got time
take a breath and save yourself the time
you don't have to speak to me

no longer in the darkness
now I understand who you really are
what you'd maybe say
take a breath and save yourself

if my time was up now
promise me one thing
you'd tell me I'm all done
goodbye sweet misery

Changing Honors [Alternative Rock]

how much pain have you endured
through your life of misery
let's find a way to change it all
let's find a way to make you want life

you shouldn't be so goddamn sad
all your life the way you are
so let's fix what needs to be done
a gentle soul whom gets abused

I once was raped, maybe twice before
I was abused in every way
I promise you you'll make it through
your life means more than a subtle cake

why can't we make you win
you deserve respect for who you are
let's be friends and show them why
you're the best that ever lived

The Truth Is A Lie [Alternative Rock]

I met a girl freshman year of high school
could have sworn it was so true
I lied to her and to myself
I said so true, I loved her much

I should have really thought it through
though I went with my heart's mind
I left her soon that next year
should have left her sooner

yeah every girl thinks we're all the same
none of that is true at all
I'm not the type of jackass guy
you always said I should have stayed yeah

never did, I held on though
more than a year of you and me
to make you happy all the time
yeah now she hates me, it is my fault

sometimes a lie is better
than to say the truth
it makes your lover happy
yeah never let her know

Lonely Pastor [Rock]

I see you standing over there
you're oh so close yet so damn far
all alone, you stand alone
no one seems to see you there

all alone, torture in your eyes
are you a ghost, does nobody care
if you're not a ghost, you might as well
be a ghost and fly away

I see your eyes, see the pain
on your own and all alone
do you want someone to see you there
a friend or two could save your life

your final days are coming near
I'll give you time to maybe be
more than just a darkened shadow
you'll find a way to fit right in

there you are, over there
standing lone and free of friends
here's your chance to fit right in
come with me, save yourself

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Proving Change [Alternative Rock]

unwelcome to your own land
judged by the hand of god
who are you, can you fit in
it seems you're unwelcome everywhere

this is your chance to prove yourself
take it and do the right thing
fit right in with the world around you
who's to say you can't fit in

here's your chance to prove them wrong
who can say you're on your own
you're not alone, you've got me with you
a rotting corpse of the darkest light

spare a life for the sane to stay around
people kill 'cause they think it's cool
descend into the darkness
down below the Earth's surface

prove yourself, who you are
dying is your reason living
you're not alone, I'm here with you
yeah stay around for a while

you are an outcast, just don't fit in
with anyone around you, here or there
take this chance and prove yourself
now it's time to prove them wrong

Roller Coaster Nights [Alternative Rock]

here we go again, running all around
am I doing what is right
someone help me through my life
let's do this all again tonight

if I'm losing all control, be so truthful
tell me if I'm wrong, I'm prepared to take the heat
are we going separate ways all again
tell me if I'm right, say so if I'm wrong

are we spinning out of control
are we going way off course
should I keep it all inside, help me out
if I'm doing wrong, say the truth

here we go again, running all around
trying desperately to find out who we are
this roller coaster goes all night, it knows no end
spinning off the course we're meant to lead along

if this isn't right, just say the truth
I'd rather know what's true than to live a lie
so tell me if it's wrong to be here with you now
here we go again, running all around

we are free of all our bonds
yet maybe baby we should stay
if you think it's wrong, please let me know
we're living all the life inside our town

The Offering [Rock]

hey there sexy, you're looking fine today
you know I want you, yeah be mine
you're looking oh so fine today
I'll make an offer yeah

take me as I am, this is who I am
you can have me as I am
or you can watch me as I ascend
way up in the stars alone

leaving you behind, so far down
oh baby you're so fine
such a very sexy body, pretty face
all those curves, sexually assault my eyes

baby take me as I am
please don't watch me as I go
you know I want you oh so bad
baby please don't watch me leave

Reality's Lies [Post-Hardcore]

this reality is a world full of lies
nothing is real in the way that we think
we're living a lie of the greatest kind
our reality is just a big lie

why do you think reality's real
nothing is real in the world of shit
you're falling, keep falling
miles and miles, so far down

reality is nothing more than a lie
see past our lies at what really is real
the things you believe are really a lie
our world just lies to us all

can you survive a lie of the kind
the size of the lie is greater than you
the look on your faces gives you all away
you struggle with this, as do I

I live to make you stay around
nobody deserves to die until their time
steal a life and you've done worse than the rest
tears show your strength, the rest says you're weak

the look on your dead faces
gives you all away
nobody can take this, but last all you can
wait 'till your time, you're not ready to die

Perfect Wounds [Post-Hardcore]

these imperfections will hide our wounds
cover up with designer clothes
you know you were the better
you never thought we were even better

exactly 500 days ago I realized
you are the better, you always were
imperfections hide our wounds every day
so people see through our lies

not much better than a house in shame
you always were so much better than us
now the time has come to kill you off
I'm sorry for this will you please forgive

you would have died anyway, not by my hand
this time is my hand, killing you
a time in your life for you to die
we are just one bad day away from going insane

too late for me, already insane
kill everyone who poses a threat
the first to go has to be you
imperfections will hide all of our wounds

Death Day [Alternative Rock]

I woke up so early, oh so early
on the day I died
rue this day, forever insane
I thought I was safe and sound

then you came and killed my heart
you never really broke my heart
but what you did is even worse
you little bitch, you stupid whore

early mornings aren't my thing
I woke up early the day I died
to see your face and watch it bleed
instead you killed and angered me

now it might be wise to hear me out
you think it's done, there is no more
if you were wise then you would know
your hell has only just begun

Skylit Drive [Metalcore]

you must be ready, break 'em all
live it up and drink some tea
faster than the speed of which you fall
you can no longer control your life

you say I'll never do it all
watch me now and see the rules
my only goal to win at all
who says I can not do

obviously has never met me
the fire in my eyes
burns so steadily
victory is seen within my soul

rain or shine I'll do it all
you bastards say it can't be done
I beg to differ recklessly
I'll do the things you say I can't

I was trained be the best in town
never, ever shall I give up
my heart knows not how to give in
I'm standing strong, I always will

Rah, Rah, Rah [Metal]

fading dreams and dying bones
we make a whole of able bones
stone a man reluctantly
faster than the speed of light

the man, he dies so happily
with a smile on his face
regret beyond his grasp
everything's okay

nothing's killing me
I'll be okay to stay
your bloody lies are deadly
like the lights of the North

when followed wrongly
you're led to your death
Fuck the leaders like Hitler
this is your life to live

Fuck Night [Pornocore]

bleeding from my eyes
guts are over me
brains exploded yeah
violence surrounds

bloody ejaculation of entrails
organs coming out my ass
this shit ain't funny, no
I'm dying awful, slowly

fuck you, fuck me, fuck fuck
fuck it all, let's fuck it up
throw a party, the death of me
drink it up, smokin' weed

fuck it up all night long
I'm goin out the way I want
getting laid all night long
this song it makes no sense

Mature Choice [Alternative Rock]

you're immature, so unsure
of your life, who you really are
when you grow old and die
you will have matured your life

childish fun is so much more
than a laugh of the mature
who you are will help you see
where to go in your life

what if there's not another day
all the things you would say
when you die, feel content with who you are
make your friends the greatest friends

be content with yourself, who you are
have you lived your fullest life
find the road to happiness
come on now, take my hand

I'll help you see where to go
be it right or be it wrong
the choice is yours
see I can't make your choices, no

yeah I can help you choose
what to do and where to go
lead you in the right direction
follow me into the light

Grave [Alternative Rock]

once you're dead, you're forever dead
you can't change being dead
so be careful with your life
things are changing every day

maybe you aren't happy now
that will change too
along with everything
you can't live much more than once

when you die and go to Heaven
you will see it always rains flesh
live your life so when you die
you feel you lived a full-length life

when I died and floated to Heaven
from way down, way down in Hell
I come to Earth from time to time
see my grave, it makes me weep

Heaven is Hell [Alternative Rock]

Heaven is Hell without you up here with me
they say Heaven should be great
maybe even Heaven is a perfect place
but not without you, it is a Hell

so I'm waiting in the sky for you
you'll never see me but I'm always there
is this Heaven or is Hell disguised
Heaven is Hell without you up here with me

can I ask for you to die, no that's not, that selfish thought
I was glad to make ascension
now I'm sad, the clouds won't guide me
Heaven is Hell without you up here with me

died so young, before my time
why can't I go back in time
one request to change the past
Heaven is Hell without you up here with me

there's perfection binding me thoroughly
your perfection, never Heaven's
to me it's Hell up here without you
I died before my time had come

help them find me, where I died
the note I left, will rest in peace
the notes I left are mostly yours
there is a note that tells my death

and when they've found them
please come up here with me, eternity
Heaven can't make me happy like you
so come save me, end this Hell

Death Blessing [Post-Hardcore]

send me to battle ready to die
a sniper will find me
blow out my fucking brains
God will not save me

nor do I expect Him to
superficial superstitions controlling me
burn my body in ashes
I lay with the damned

fighting the battle
I knew I would die
somehow I'm alive
killed Hitler himself

God has not blessed me
He's sent me to Hell
killing the Devil
He expects of me