Sunday, September 30, 2012

Brain Surgery [Post-Hardcore]

starry nights and troubled nights
stormy nights and troubled thoughts
light the way to the darker place
my car is broken, ain't goin' anywhere

staying strong yeah harder still
I left the light on to welcome you
so far it's done little good
you think you know everything

then one day you see you're wrong
latest beatings killing you
well maybe prove that I am wrong
some day you'll see you're always right

my curse it bears the wounds of death
hardens me into a shell of shameful play
pity burdens the hardened soul
breaking through now, here I come

finding light to free myself
Armageddon is coming too soon
last night I dreamed I died
today I had that dream come true

Eye of the Storm [Metalcore]

taking a stand, weather comes rough
coffins flying and death is dying
flesh is rotting with fear in mind
rough weather comes right through

coffins flying and flesh is dying
peace for those haunted minds
dwelling souls roaming free
with flesh that's dying

coffins all flying round and round
thunder booms so, so loudly
lightning striking these poor souls
weather's coming, prepare yourselves

the flesh is dying and the coffins are flying
nooses are hanging and nobody's free
safe and sound is just a myth
corpses fly from the coffins bleeds death

starlit night, moon shines bright
my path is paved though the road is mine
the moon lights up these holes in the ground
dying flesh and possessive coffins

the smell of bodies burns through the night
rotting corpses and dying humans
our flesh is dying every second of the day
a coffin of gold yeah it's broken now

Breaking The Workings [Metalcore]

all you tell me is how you are alone
somebody help me, somebody save me
cut your wrists to save your emotions
make it bleed, go so deep

someday I'll collide with the devils around me
know I can't control all of this
you know this is a war,
we know we're all losing

are we the reason for demolition
destruction's our mission
without realizing we're killing each other
the workings of our universe

planets are host to annihilation
evil around us, indeed it's us all
I've changed so much from last year
I'm not who I was before all of this

everyone changes, as do I
you must understand you are not dead
why would you die because of me
let's make amends, it's all of us

why do I feel alone in this war
we all regret our choices
decisions can break us so easily
sorry for pain I've brought to you

Speaking So Clear [Alternative Rock]

you want to know what it is like
be here with me doing my job
time surely flies though not every day
changes are hard, tour each day

the things which matter most
in life aren't what's blind
you see it clear though you don't know
answers are near, right here

give me some help for humanity
answers are clear once you're coming so near
holding our breath and going so slow
caution is a virtue

you've got to be careful with your whole life
got to be you, not somebody else
answers are near, becoming so slow
clear as time speeds yet we slow down

believe you, your lies
answers are near, becoming so clear
as it slows down so much
show us how you win

Shameful Fear [Metal]

crying now, shameful face
bloody mess, shattered bones
broken face and ungratefulness
regret your life thoroughly

breaking spirits, killing dreams
all I need is a simple hug
writing Love on her arms
we know what's right, this isn't right

why should you feel so lonely
you're not alone or on your own
maybe people won't reason with you
but you aren't just on your own

go to sleep every night in fear
waking up from haunting dreams
numerous times throughout the night
cold fear, stale air, cold sweat

help me break right out of here
I know it's fine,
this is such paranoia
here we go, get out of here

Supernatural [Post-Hardcore]

have you ever heard the dead
they'll speak to you
a whisper in your head
have you ever seen a ghost

wander along the land
possibly the hover over oceans
late at night for few to see
you will not see them unless they want you to

have you ever sen the Lord
even glimpsed of the Devil
has a ghost mentioned you
in your sleeping dreams

do you know what it's like
to die a cold death
have you been heard by the ghosts
of the Lord or the damned

superstitions unveil a mask of ourselves
has the Lord of the Dead spoken to you
have you glimpsed the poor souls
blessed with a curse to wander the Earth

Lonely Bed [Alternative Rock]

you think you know me so well
but wait until the day I'm gone
you can scream for me as much as you want
if I can't hear, you know that I'm dead

maybe you know who I am
you surely don't know me at all
I left you for dead, you were a burden
nothing more than a burden to me

someday you'll waken alone in bed
the light will be on and I will be gone
I'm leaving you for dead
all you ever did was burden me

I regret what I've done
of course we can be friends
maybe I want you gone from my life
you burdened my life more than you should

today is the day that I'm gone
wake up alone with no love
you're so cold and alone
today is the day that I am gone

there's a note by your bed
let's make it clear you're alone
burdening me is what you do best
so this is the end from here to the end

Target Practice [Alternative Rock]

every night I lie awake in bed
watching angels die and demons possess
never thought I'd see it though
they're watching after me

everything I do you know they see
perhaps I need a shrink yeah
someday I'll be an angel killed by Death
I love the way the pain feels

fuck the things they say
if it's pain I want, pain I will get
fuck the society's expectations
flying through time oh so damn fast

people say I am dangerous
though I don't think I'm dangerous
I'm just like all of you
though the pain is more for me than for you

I never thought I would end up like this
shit surely happens, this is one of those things
stare at me all you want
say whatever things you want me to know

you can say what you want
though you always know we're the same
if you want to kill me with words
I'm right here baby, do your best

Fuck Up [Post-Hardcore]

sometimes I care too much
about the ones who ruin my life
sometimes I think I might die
well tell myself it's over now

watch me fuck up again
everything I do is fucking fucked
nothing works out
I swear I'll never be the right guy

how can I survive this mess
when all it is, is fucking up
no more usage for my body
not much time left

nothing seems to work for me
I fuck everything up
I sit alone at night sometimes
cry away the bullshit problems

nothing ever seems to work for me
I just seem to fuck it all up
maybe I'm doomed after all
kill me now, ready for death

take my life and sell my soul
I'm always fucked up in the head yeah
nothing works out for me, no
my life is a fuck up, I was a mistake

Breath [Alternative Rock]

take a breath and save your breath
you need not say much more
take a deep breath and save your time
you don't need to speak right now

harmony may save me
but blasphemy will ruin me
if I were the dead man
would you tell me now

I'd rather know the truth yeah
than to think I've got time
take a breath and save yourself the time
you don't have to speak to me

no longer in the darkness
now I understand who you really are
what you'd maybe say
take a breath and save yourself

if my time was up now
promise me one thing
you'd tell me I'm all done
goodbye sweet misery

Changing Honors [Alternative Rock]

how much pain have you endured
through your life of misery
let's find a way to change it all
let's find a way to make you want life

you shouldn't be so goddamn sad
all your life the way you are
so let's fix what needs to be done
a gentle soul whom gets abused

I once was raped, maybe twice before
I was abused in every way
I promise you you'll make it through
your life means more than a subtle cake

why can't we make you win
you deserve respect for who you are
let's be friends and show them why
you're the best that ever lived

The Truth Is A Lie [Alternative Rock]

I met a girl freshman year of high school
could have sworn it was so true
I lied to her and to myself
I said so true, I loved her much

I should have really thought it through
though I went with my heart's mind
I left her soon that next year
should have left her sooner

yeah every girl thinks we're all the same
none of that is true at all
I'm not the type of jackass guy
you always said I should have stayed yeah

never did, I held on though
more than a year of you and me
to make you happy all the time
yeah now she hates me, it is my fault

sometimes a lie is better
than to say the truth
it makes your lover happy
yeah never let her know

Lonely Pastor [Rock]

I see you standing over there
you're oh so close yet so damn far
all alone, you stand alone
no one seems to see you there

all alone, torture in your eyes
are you a ghost, does nobody care
if you're not a ghost, you might as well
be a ghost and fly away

I see your eyes, see the pain
on your own and all alone
do you want someone to see you there
a friend or two could save your life

your final days are coming near
I'll give you time to maybe be
more than just a darkened shadow
you'll find a way to fit right in

there you are, over there
standing lone and free of friends
here's your chance to fit right in
come with me, save yourself