I'm Still Here (Alternative Rock)

I know that you don't care
I know the wrong I've done
I know you want no more
and I just can't let go

I can't forget, I have remorse
day after day, night after night
I watch myself wash away
it's building up inside, won't go away

I know you're through with me
I know you hate my name
but I'm not done with you,
and I know that you don't care

I know how wrong I was
saying those things to you,
no care in the world at all,
just wanted the vented pain

I hope that you care
enough to hear me out
though I know the odds are slim
I think that you should know

I feel for you, long for you, die for you
I need you in my life

no more friends but foe, I know that you don't dare

I was so stupid then, not caring what I did

my heart was dead and then
you blocked me from your life

it's been a year since then,
but I can't forget the things I did to you

I hurt you so much more,
I know that you don't care,
I've turned my life around, and if you'd be so kind,
I'd like to show you what you mean to me

I lied to you before, but this one's not at all
if you want nothing more, at least tell me why
why did you leave me and what did I do wrong
is it me or is it you

would've thought the pain would go
but no I do believe that it lurks deep below
hiding in the dark, it waits for me to cry
you've made me cry before, and this time it's just the same

by now I'm sure you'd think I'm gone,
but I'm still here, and I'm waiting for you
here in the rain, the lightning strikes my heart
and now I'm going down, down into the black

please tell me why, why did you leave me
and if you won't say, then that's fine for me
I just want you to see, see that I still care for you
think back to a year ago

do you remember those nights
staying up all night, draining sleep from me,
waiting there for you, cold and alone,
those feelings are still there, but you must see

allow me to show you and you will see
that I still care for you,
a case of beauty and the beast,
I never understood why you cared for me

now I see that you must not care
all the attempts I've made, just trying to save
a little piece of your love, affection everlasting
and yet you pain me more, I'm in love with you

your love is like the Devil, draining life from me
sending me to Hell, and freeing me for more
you want me to suffer, that's got to be it
I see what you've become, a fallen angel, hear shattered,

you're beaten and battered on the inside
I understand your pain
but why do you unleash the pain

the pain on me, see what I've become

every time you unleash the beast
that's not me my love, you know the real me
loving and sweet, I love you so much
take me back and see, free me from this death

I know that you don't care,
I know you want no more, but I'm here to stay,
here to stay and never leaving,
no more solitay cold nights, I'm here for you, always yours