Sunday, January 6, 2013

The Whispering Damned [Metal]

screaming out loud but nobody hears
I feel like a mime - nobody sees, nobody cares
they say that I'm fine but I know that's a lie
someday you will see that you were all wrong

slashing my arms 'till they bleed and won't stop
and I'm sorry to say, heaven would seem like suicide to me
you're all that I need but lately it seems
I need more than pain to live in this way

sometimes I cry though there's no reason at heart
I just feel so alone and if somebody cares, they refuse to say
and it just seems to me that I need the pain
you say that I'm fine and I have a future that's bright

I just don't see where you're taking this from
this future they see seems to be a lie
you encourage me to stay strong in hell
I'm human like you so why can't you see that this pain is too strong

my whispers are heard for miles around
yet somehow I scream and nobody hears even a word
maybe the screams are just in my head
nobody hears - it's all in my head

I live like a mime and nobody cares if I am fine
somebody please, why does it seem nobody listens to me
screaming out loud yet nobody hears
somehow they all hear the whispers I scream

I'm trapped in a box and there's no escape
this box is my hell and it would seem that nobody cares
if anyone sees they really don't care
live life your way where everything goes right

you live a lie if you live life like that
life isn't fun - life's full of pain, misfortune, and lies
somebody help, I'm not feeling fine
I'm screaming out loud and nobody hears the things that I say

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

My Mask Carries All The Bones [Metalcore]

believe in me, I have heart and I have faith
believe me please, have faith, believe
believe in me, trust me please, we can make it through this
believe we can make it through this life in Hell

you can keep up the lies but I believe we're free
I'm gonna take you down tonight
believe in me, have some faith and see beyond the lies
believe for once that we can be okay

standing stronger, flying higher - so far above what's wrong
crashing low, you are below everything
believe in me for once - I am oh so capable
nobody ever said to me, "Life is just so easy, oh so easy"

take life by the throat - strangle, mangle
bring it to the ground and bury everything
believe in me, I swear to God I can
fuck off, believe - make your fucking choice

stand strong, believe, we can make it through it all
believe in me sweetie, we can make it through it all
have faith, believe, I swear to God we can
stay strong baby, believe in you and me, we can make it through it all

so stand up, let's dance, darling, sing with me
stay strong, believe, we can make it through it all
darling, believe, I swear we'll make it through
believe in you and me, we can make it through everything that's in our way

Saturday, December 8, 2012

From Dusk Until Dawn [Post-Hardcore]

how do you feel when you're watching the sky
from the cold depths of your blackened Hell
the sun will not shine for you at all
when it rains, it never wants to stop

bury me, selfish sea of broken dreams and fallen man
these bones won't break, but I wish they would
you're so damn naive, believe what you hear
such a beautiful face, you'll hide all of your pain

cover your scars with the sleeves on your shirt
your thighs are exposed - thank God that they're clean
your arms are still scarred though your thighs are now clean
honey I know your smile's so fake

what do you see as you look to the stars
hide from your past and plan for the end
you can't decide why in the Hell there's reason to stay
watch as your mother is killed in front of your eyes

your family is dead now you're the only one left
paint a rose black and spread all the ashes
cover the scars, you never left them showing
a beautiful face means nothing to me

what are you like as a person inside
steadily the fog lurks in the dark and comes from the sea
engulfing you and hiding the tears from the world to see
tell me, baby, what do you see when you look up at me

Russian Roulette [Post-Hardcore]

hello honey, how are you today
as you know, I just went shopping though what for
baby trust me, understand me please
a revolver is hidden behind my back

hold it tightly and slowly walk away from you
nothing's working, it's just getting worse for me
understand me, don't come down for me 
baby please listen to me speak through the tears

go to sleep and please don't wake up
until the morning calls for you
I've only got one bullet but that's all I need
load the chamber, I'll spin it twice

oh so blindly place, the gun to my head
now without looking, I'll pull the trigger
these shaking hands no longer stand so steady
pull the trigger, tears fall around my body

no shot - spin the chamber
blindly shooting but that's fine
I feel a gun to my head and that's all that I need
one shot - I'm gone

sorry, baby - I told you, just sleep
so please understand me
one shot - my bloody fingers limply lay still
blood-stained walls, repainted with brains

Criminal [Post-Hardcore]

building a shell out of your lies, not from your eyes
a secret life of your mistakes
you're a criminal and wanted everywhere
disguise yourself and forget the lies of the past

build a barrier between the truth and lies
your blood is visibly spread as you walk away
how much time can you waste and live your life this way
portray the great image of yourself on everyone

nobody knows the life that you live
everyone expects your secrets
now it's wise to run away from here again
every time you have to leave

this life is rough though it's all your fault
hide it all and run away from the truth
you don't want to live like this
I know that you hate the man you are

your family doesn't even know your name
you hide from everyone you've ever met
when do you say enough is enough
you can't live a life like this

Another Shadow [Post-Hardcore]

hush little darling, don't be so scared
don't be afraid of what you can't know
so hush your lips, your pretty, sweet cherry lips
let me kiss them and never let you go

war is prolonged but what is it for
my knife is breaking me down
a hundred thousand pieces and you'll never know
your skin is so cold, your heart no longer beats a name

my face is pale and maybe it's true - I am a ghost
nobody sees me, they all see right through me
hardly ever promised anything I could ever keep
darling please stay strong; the strongest can still break

drinking the water, you don't know it's poisoned
I take my own life but I leave you this note
now I know that I'm gone, a spirit in danger
watch over you like a  guardian angel

I'll keep your heart strong, make sure you're okay
wipe tears from your eyes every day
can you see through me - do I remain clear
you are the light that keeps me strong

If I Die Tonight, I'm Bringing You With Me [Post-Hardcore]

early this morning I woke to the sound
of church bells singing a song for me
looked out my window and I saw destruction
bloody rivers flowing freely down the streets

and now that I'm all chained, I guess this is goodbye
I'm breaking the bonding - ain't ready to go
these empty streets still give me the creeps
I'm running fast but there's no way I can flee

they're out to get me and I'm staying in shadow
I'll walk to the gallows though I won't let you be
leaving a trail of poisonous gases behind in my wake of doom
watch out or where you tread may be the end of you

gasoline and fire make the perfect explosives
staying in shadow, I walk to the gallows
a path of destruction shall lie in my wake
armed with a cross and the Lord by my side

the KKK sure fucking proved the Lord backs us all
so what's there to stop me form burning you all
strike a match and inhale the poison without any clue
I'll take you all out if I'm going down

judgemental bitch taking the honors
take to the shadows, stick to the depths of the sea
lay down the trap and set you all free
the captain goes down and brings the ship to his grave

Infiltration [Alternative Rock]

every day I'm alive I'm seeing mean people
bullies are in control where I go to school
it gets in my blood, flows through my veins
I do what I can to stop all these jerks from hurting these kids

Lord knows that I've tried the best that I can
he's seen me cry, breakdown in miserable tears
because these bullies are evil indeed
everybody shout - sing along with me please

raise up your voice and let our message be heard
the louder we are, the stronger we stay
dear bullies you must know you're killing us all
you're like a poison that takes hours to set and days to kill

you little bastards think you're so cool by making us weak
now I understand if you're hurting inside
of course I don't hate you though I despise what you are
I"m here to help if that's what you need

no way in Hell will I stoop so low as to kill
I'll only help you make it through life
raise up and cheer, this is our battle cry
we will not die, we'll never give up, never give in

why should we ever let you win the war that's at hand
nobody's perfect, don't point out our flaws
we won't listen to you, you'll never win
this is our fight, we're staying strong

Potter's Adventures [Post-Hardcore]

a fight to death, our broken promises
walking through hell, not sure what to say
demented beings haunting my dreams because of you
walk into hell yeah the first thing that I see is the rebirth of Satan

a ring of fire surrounds the chamber of sacrificed blood
this place is sacred, our war is disturbing the unholy peace
step up to the throne and lay out an offer
the prince of darkness has standards you must meet

if you are holy, he'll chop off your head, you'll be His dinner
Satanic worship is all over Hell
if there is a God, He's losing the battle
our war of promise is causing His strength

fuck you I am dead but fuck if that makes you king of the world
unleash my weapon of mass destruction
nothing will be left for your filthy rule
you'll surely be dead, I send Satan for you

evil surrounds me and I'm losing my heartbeat
before the war I was fine and healthy
now I'm in Hell and the past can't be undone
holding you close to me, breaking the memories

I'll kill what's left of you inside of my head
I'm not about to go as low as you've gone
technically I've won the battle and you're ready to explode
everything that I see as I'm walking through Hell

can't be unseen and it makes me believe
we are endangered and we're on a food chain but not at the top
the reasons to end it really seem so fucking lame to me
I'll be what I want, that's better than you

Weaving A Path [Post-Hardcore]

hello there ya beautiful, gorgeous girl
I've got a present waiting here for you
you know that I still walk in shadows
all by myself, alone every night

study the moon and watch it revolve
you know every night I think you're so sexy
the only thing you could do to be twice as sexy
baby I'm yearning to see your guts spread out on the floor

the topping's your own blood, I'll have a glass of that
I've got a knife and it's covered with your blood
I swear I don't know how the hell it got to me
baby I do say you're sex when you're as dead as a ghost

trigger finger ready to make even more mess
to cut up your organs is such a beautiful thing
seeing your face dead and cold as the snow
bloody and pale - it's such a fucking sexy thing

I'll rape your corpse and bathe in your cold blood
it's soothing to me dear, you're sexy as hell
I like seeing your corpse sprawled out on the floor
I've got a boner from seeing you dead

survey your corpse now I am aware
baby I killed you, I'll kill myself too
you're fucking sexy with your guts all around
maybe I'll eat you and crown myself as king

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Departure [Pop Rock]

every night I lay in bed away from you
sleepless nights alone in bed
I'm freezing cold and missing your face
I miss your touch, your warming smile

girl hear me out, you're beautiful
and my heart races when she's kissing me
even when she holds me close and says it's fine
her pure beauty is so captivating

her perfection's overwhelming
how come she can't see the things I see
if she could see the way I see
I swear to God, she'd feel invincible

she would see there is no match
no one is as good as her
I swear to God she is the best I'll ever have
she's perfection at it's best

and if I ever find someone else
I swear to God I'll see your face instead
I'll never find another one like her
our love was true and I let it go

I've gone so low, she's all that I want
she's got it all and I'm in love with her
you're the one that I want, the one that I love
she's so perfect, it's killing me

Disco With The Devil [Pop Rock]

I've tried so hard through all my life
it's time for me to turn around
I'll take a stand and be myself
I'll live my life, I'm in control again

through all the years I've been around
I was not the one to live my life alone
everyone controlled my life for me
so cleanse it all and take control of everything

secret lies and happy lives
I was never one to live in secrecy
even when the better thing to do was to say a lie
I always told the truth instead of living lies

through all my life I tried so hard
to do things right through everything
and every day I'm trying much harder
to get away from here, get to where I need to be

destruction of the soul is life with no death
but I don't want to live that long
and everybody says that I should be this way
but I have this to say to you and all your lies

I won't be the way you think I should
I am my own man, I won't live like this
I'm done with your control
I try so hard and now I'm done