Saturday, October 20, 2012

Brains For Actors [Pop Rock]

baby listen to me please I have something to say
I wasn't thinking clearly, haven't been so sure for so long
life keeps rushing by my face
flying through time and space too fast for me to stay on course

I'm crashing down into the land, hit a mountain, now I'm down
the sky is dangerous, don't stay so high for too long
you'll be like me and just do things
no thought involved, you just do it 'cause you think you can

that's what's been going on for me
wish it'd change 'cause it's killing me
I don't want to be a piece of shit but it seems I am anyway
I can't change the way I am, I'm too far into this trap

I'm not thinking all this through anymore than I should
maybe less than I'd like to say I'm thinking through
I swear it's not intentional but it happens to be this way
wish it'd stop and I could change

somehow I think there's little hope to fix it all
take me back to the day when you were there on your own in need of help
I'm sure I'd help you once again but wouldn't leave you anymore
take us back to the time when I said I'm leaving you

I'll change that day to be the way it ought to be
so many things that I would change if I could just go back in time
everyone would be happy with their lives the way that they should be
I wouldn't ruin another life if I could stop myself from this

I would stop myself from falling for this one and all the others that I've met
you're the one for me forever and I'll stop myself from this
why should I change for you if you hate the way I am
I hate myself, you know it's true because of you and me, it's life

Rain Storm [Rock]

try and wash away your tracks in the rain
guilt is closing in, you know you're so wrong
what's left behind, not washed away
you left behind enough to get caught

the rain won't wash away all of your tracks
if you want to be free, then burn all that's left
the rain can not take all of the pain
the tracks are so thin, but you're still around

now guilt closes in, you know you've done wrong
keep coming back, see if you're found
your tracks are so thin, hidden within
watching your back, you cover the end with the rain

tears wash away all that's behind
I've got you near, discovered you're here
burning the pain, watching the rain
going insane, you wait for the pain

are you sorry for what's done
you use the rain to hide what's behind
well the rain can't hide all of your past
your mistakes are undone, but the fact is still there

watching the rain, crying in vain
guilt closes in and you know you're undone
you're so afraid of what you can do
so wash away all of the pain

The Truthful Lies [Pop Punk]

every day I'm asked the same things from those who know of our past
what went wrong when we lasted for so long
and I can't even say a thing 'cause I'm ashamed of who I am
I don't want to be this way but it's life, that's who I am

now I don't want to be this way, I'm ashamed of who I am
what's become of myself
and why would I lie at all, no one trusts the liar's truth
I'm ashamed of who I am but it's life it's who I am

every day they say the things I don't want to hear from them
I can't say a thing to them 'cause I'm ashamed of who I am
if I say anything, it won't help a thing at all
and when I tell the truth to you, you don't think it's really true

'cause I've lied so much before, couldn't stop it anytime
and no one trusts the lies I say even if the truth is heard
and I can't say the things I've done
'cause I don't want to be this way, who I am isn't right

I don't want to be this way, it's who I am, I want to change
anything I say is classified as lies and nothing else
someone save me and help me out 'cause I don't want to be this way
the way I am is killing me

tried to run and hide from it,
that made it worse, it didn't help a bit
all the times they ask me what went wrong with us
I can't say a thing to them 'cause if I do I'll cry in shame

I hate the thing that I've become, so ashamed of who I am
all these things I've said and done are killing me inside the heart
I warn you now to stay away 'cause I don't want to hurt you too
I'm ashamed of who I am, I don't want to be this way

Friday, October 19, 2012

California Lies [Metal]

break down your walls of security
deserve no better than a rotting hell
maybe I mean it, maybe I don't
holding you down now you're on the floor
 
breaking my walls down
I'm on my way to a bitter place
I once heard a man, well he said just one thing
all I heard himn say is how he loves his life
 
my mind won't let me be
content with who I am
take me down to Hell
you'll see that I don't care
 
Hell is where I live
I want to bring you down with me
wish I wasn't me
my life's too full of pain
 
I'm glad it may be me instead of someone else
deserving of this pain
I'll bring you down with me
fall into my grave, stay above the sea

The Endless Fall [Alternative Rock]

close your eyes and feel the fall
lean on back, you're on the edge
take the fall and have the end
you're at peace so now's the time
 
in the end you find it all
all the things you kept inside
you should have said, I could have helped
could have saved you from the fall
 
lean right back all the way
falling now you wish you'd stayed
could have had some help through this
take the fall and save regret
 
here's your chance to save yourself
talk to me in rewound time
life is worth more than this
don't throw away all you have
 
shed some light on the darkest sighs
every breath could be your last
I'm all ears so speak to me
close your eyes and take the fall

Devil's Water [Alternative Rock]

the ocean's never your friend
it kills all your life
everyone you know has died
here comes the monsoon, run away
 
tsunami follows, can you escape
the sun is fading along with your dreams
somday you'll find a way to say
your life's just an endless Hell
 
angels don't watch for you at all
demons lead the path you're on
waves crash and bring you down to Hell
kill yourself, the rain will wash away your tears
 
cutting life into dead pieces
bring yourself down to lower things
take a breath and feel the salt inside your veins
stinging pain you can't escape
 
can you find the end or is it near your time
the ocean calls for you
lightning crashes down around you
can you find a way to leave this all behind
 
here's the light, it's leaving far behind
wait in the ocean and have the world end
salty veins and deadly tears everywhere
say goodbye now you're leaving me

Ring of Blood [Pop Rock]

your smile's heaven, blend that with Eden
sorry but mankind is sacred
we can't make love yet for it is sacred
to make love is special, something for two

you know how much I love you
someday I'll lay my heart down on the line
I give you my only heart, dear
tell me something lovely face

what do you think of mistakes
do you think it's true or a myth
and what's your view on true love
I believe in both of those I say it proud

you are my one, my only love
here's a ring to show my love
it's package says to handle with care
is it maybe more than just a ring

it's my heart inside the ring
keep it real and wear it true
if you ever forget our love
please take my heart and tear it up

Childhood Friendship [Post-Hardcore]

we grew up together, shared so many dreams
lived where there's no hope
so many times we said we'd grow up great
yet in the end I saw you walk away
 
spent a hundred years wasting life away
the sad part is my only hope
left me years ago to find somebody else
I never even thought that you would leave me behind
 
you were who I trusted when everything went wrong
two thousand years went by
and when I say you next you were a different man
someone I can't trust the way I could before
 
you were just a cheat, nothing but a lie
when my life was fading
you turned the other way, chose to walk away
never said a thing or even look at me

Burning Car [Pop Rock / Acoustic]

last night I heard the worst thing
the cops had called and said what's wrong
you're nearly gone and I should come
in a bed, you're nearly dead

in a coma, may never see
the perfect face of yours again
I can't bear to see your pain
the doctor said that you can hear the things I say

they say that you may never see
the light of day again
if you can hear everything
let me say just one thing, "I love you dear"

"you are my life, my everything"
baby please don't leave me here
on my own, there's nothing left for me
midnight comes and you're not doing well

now it's Sunday, the day of God
pray to God that you're okay
as time goes by, you near your death
now you're gone and I'm in tears

baby please come back to me
they say you hear what I say
baby please come back to me
my world now has gone away

all the things we never did
you know I loved you more than anything
now that's gone, there's nothing left
fell in love but now you're gone


Thursday, October 18, 2012

Whispering Wind [Alternative Rock]

softly the wind blows and the willow whispers
as the moon comes to view out of the clouds
the wind blows stronger, takes you away
listen so closely and hear the soft whisper within the wind

hear the low sound of the song they play
calling for you, they want you to come home
softly the wind howls, it calls for you
bringing some peace to this land of hatred

drifting to safety, let the wind lead you home
you're safe and you're sound, and all is just fine
watching the moon turn night into day
calming your mind, watching time fly

I'll carry you home, my voice is the wind
doubt fills your mind, I sense it within you
leave all these thoughts to die with the wind
night turns to day and suddenly there's joy

hear the birds sing with perfect tune
now here comes the sun, light up the sky
feelings of bliss replace all your doubt
I'll carry you home and bring you some peace

keep yourself calm and whisper downwind "take me away"
and follow the sound of the place in your heart
where you want to go to just get away
I"ll make sure you're strong and keep you alive

Symbol of Peace [Rock]

I once was free, a beautiful bird
soaring through time and space
now I won't be but a thoughtless tree
chop me down and watch me turn to ash

I once was free as a careless bird, wings attached yet falling free
where's the light to hide my plight
breaking the bounds, what's left undone
careless and free, where's my escape, is there no escape

the only mistake I can't retake
well you can't retake the trials of life
think so clear before you're here, yeah it's near, oh so clear
you can't unwind the mistakes and fakes

this is the final test that you'll take
release the pain, set yourself free
your wings must be earned, then you'll be free
I am a bird, my wings, they were earned

now I've lost my wings, no longer so free
no longer a bird, I've lost my escape
follow your heart and do what is right
you won't be like me, forever be free