Sunday, September 30, 2012

Brain Surgery [Post-Hardcore]

starry nights and troubled nights
stormy nights and troubled thoughts
light the way to the darker place
my car is broken, ain't goin' anywhere

staying strong yeah harder still
I left the light on to welcome you
so far it's done little good
you think you know everything

then one day you see you're wrong
latest beatings killing you
well maybe prove that I am wrong
some day you'll see you're always right

my curse it bears the wounds of death
hardens me into a shell of shameful play
pity burdens the hardened soul
breaking through now, here I come

finding light to free myself
Armageddon is coming too soon
last night I dreamed I died
today I had that dream come true

Eye of the Storm [Metalcore]

taking a stand, weather comes rough
coffins flying and death is dying
flesh is rotting with fear in mind
rough weather comes right through

coffins flying and flesh is dying
peace for those haunted minds
dwelling souls roaming free
with flesh that's dying

coffins all flying round and round
thunder booms so, so loudly
lightning striking these poor souls
weather's coming, prepare yourselves

the flesh is dying and the coffins are flying
nooses are hanging and nobody's free
safe and sound is just a myth
corpses fly from the coffins bleeds death

starlit night, moon shines bright
my path is paved though the road is mine
the moon lights up these holes in the ground
dying flesh and possessive coffins

the smell of bodies burns through the night
rotting corpses and dying humans
our flesh is dying every second of the day
a coffin of gold yeah it's broken now

Breaking The Workings [Metalcore]

all you tell me is how you are alone
somebody help me, somebody save me
cut your wrists to save your emotions
make it bleed, go so deep

someday I'll collide with the devils around me
know I can't control all of this
you know this is a war,
we know we're all losing

are we the reason for demolition
destruction's our mission
without realizing we're killing each other
the workings of our universe

planets are host to annihilation
evil around us, indeed it's us all
I've changed so much from last year
I'm not who I was before all of this

everyone changes, as do I
you must understand you are not dead
why would you die because of me
let's make amends, it's all of us

why do I feel alone in this war
we all regret our choices
decisions can break us so easily
sorry for pain I've brought to you

Speaking So Clear [Alternative Rock]

you want to know what it is like
be here with me doing my job
time surely flies though not every day
changes are hard, tour each day

the things which matter most
in life aren't what's blind
you see it clear though you don't know
answers are near, right here

give me some help for humanity
answers are clear once you're coming so near
holding our breath and going so slow
caution is a virtue

you've got to be careful with your whole life
got to be you, not somebody else
answers are near, becoming so slow
clear as time speeds yet we slow down

believe you, your lies
answers are near, becoming so clear
as it slows down so much
show us how you win

Shameful Fear [Metal]

crying now, shameful face
bloody mess, shattered bones
broken face and ungratefulness
regret your life thoroughly

breaking spirits, killing dreams
all I need is a simple hug
writing Love on her arms
we know what's right, this isn't right

why should you feel so lonely
you're not alone or on your own
maybe people won't reason with you
but you aren't just on your own

go to sleep every night in fear
waking up from haunting dreams
numerous times throughout the night
cold fear, stale air, cold sweat

help me break right out of here
I know it's fine,
this is such paranoia
here we go, get out of here

Supernatural [Post-Hardcore]

have you ever heard the dead
they'll speak to you
a whisper in your head
have you ever seen a ghost

wander along the land
possibly the hover over oceans
late at night for few to see
you will not see them unless they want you to

have you ever sen the Lord
even glimpsed of the Devil
has a ghost mentioned you
in your sleeping dreams

do you know what it's like
to die a cold death
have you been heard by the ghosts
of the Lord or the damned

superstitions unveil a mask of ourselves
has the Lord of the Dead spoken to you
have you glimpsed the poor souls
blessed with a curse to wander the Earth

Lonely Bed [Alternative Rock]

you think you know me so well
but wait until the day I'm gone
you can scream for me as much as you want
if I can't hear, you know that I'm dead

maybe you know who I am
you surely don't know me at all
I left you for dead, you were a burden
nothing more than a burden to me

someday you'll waken alone in bed
the light will be on and I will be gone
I'm leaving you for dead
all you ever did was burden me

I regret what I've done
of course we can be friends
maybe I want you gone from my life
you burdened my life more than you should

today is the day that I'm gone
wake up alone with no love
you're so cold and alone
today is the day that I am gone

there's a note by your bed
let's make it clear you're alone
burdening me is what you do best
so this is the end from here to the end

Target Practice [Alternative Rock]

every night I lie awake in bed
watching angels die and demons possess
never thought I'd see it though
they're watching after me

everything I do you know they see
perhaps I need a shrink yeah
someday I'll be an angel killed by Death
I love the way the pain feels

fuck the things they say
if it's pain I want, pain I will get
fuck the society's expectations
flying through time oh so damn fast

people say I am dangerous
though I don't think I'm dangerous
I'm just like all of you
though the pain is more for me than for you

I never thought I would end up like this
shit surely happens, this is one of those things
stare at me all you want
say whatever things you want me to know

you can say what you want
though you always know we're the same
if you want to kill me with words
I'm right here baby, do your best

Fuck Up [Post-Hardcore]

sometimes I care too much
about the ones who ruin my life
sometimes I think I might die
well tell myself it's over now

watch me fuck up again
everything I do is fucking fucked
nothing works out
I swear I'll never be the right guy

how can I survive this mess
when all it is, is fucking up
no more usage for my body
not much time left

nothing seems to work for me
I fuck everything up
I sit alone at night sometimes
cry away the bullshit problems

nothing ever seems to work for me
I just seem to fuck it all up
maybe I'm doomed after all
kill me now, ready for death

take my life and sell my soul
I'm always fucked up in the head yeah
nothing works out for me, no
my life is a fuck up, I was a mistake

Breath [Alternative Rock]

take a breath and save your breath
you need not say much more
take a deep breath and save your time
you don't need to speak right now

harmony may save me
but blasphemy will ruin me
if I were the dead man
would you tell me now

I'd rather know the truth yeah
than to think I've got time
take a breath and save yourself the time
you don't have to speak to me

no longer in the darkness
now I understand who you really are
what you'd maybe say
take a breath and save yourself

if my time was up now
promise me one thing
you'd tell me I'm all done
goodbye sweet misery

Changing Honors [Alternative Rock]

how much pain have you endured
through your life of misery
let's find a way to change it all
let's find a way to make you want life

you shouldn't be so goddamn sad
all your life the way you are
so let's fix what needs to be done
a gentle soul whom gets abused

I once was raped, maybe twice before
I was abused in every way
I promise you you'll make it through
your life means more than a subtle cake

why can't we make you win
you deserve respect for who you are
let's be friends and show them why
you're the best that ever lived

The Truth Is A Lie [Alternative Rock]

I met a girl freshman year of high school
could have sworn it was so true
I lied to her and to myself
I said so true, I loved her much

I should have really thought it through
though I went with my heart's mind
I left her soon that next year
should have left her sooner

yeah every girl thinks we're all the same
none of that is true at all
I'm not the type of jackass guy
you always said I should have stayed yeah

never did, I held on though
more than a year of you and me
to make you happy all the time
yeah now she hates me, it is my fault

sometimes a lie is better
than to say the truth
it makes your lover happy
yeah never let her know

Lonely Pastor [Rock]

I see you standing over there
you're oh so close yet so damn far
all alone, you stand alone
no one seems to see you there

all alone, torture in your eyes
are you a ghost, does nobody care
if you're not a ghost, you might as well
be a ghost and fly away

I see your eyes, see the pain
on your own and all alone
do you want someone to see you there
a friend or two could save your life

your final days are coming near
I'll give you time to maybe be
more than just a darkened shadow
you'll find a way to fit right in

there you are, over there
standing lone and free of friends
here's your chance to fit right in
come with me, save yourself

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Proving Change [Alternative Rock]

unwelcome to your own land
judged by the hand of god
who are you, can you fit in
it seems you're unwelcome everywhere

this is your chance to prove yourself
take it and do the right thing
fit right in with the world around you
who's to say you can't fit in

here's your chance to prove them wrong
who can say you're on your own
you're not alone, you've got me with you
a rotting corpse of the darkest light

spare a life for the sane to stay around
people kill 'cause they think it's cool
descend into the darkness
down below the Earth's surface

prove yourself, who you are
dying is your reason living
you're not alone, I'm here with you
yeah stay around for a while

you are an outcast, just don't fit in
with anyone around you, here or there
take this chance and prove yourself
now it's time to prove them wrong

Roller Coaster Nights [Alternative Rock]

here we go again, running all around
am I doing what is right
someone help me through my life
let's do this all again tonight

if I'm losing all control, be so truthful
tell me if I'm wrong, I'm prepared to take the heat
are we going separate ways all again
tell me if I'm right, say so if I'm wrong

are we spinning out of control
are we going way off course
should I keep it all inside, help me out
if I'm doing wrong, say the truth

here we go again, running all around
trying desperately to find out who we are
this roller coaster goes all night, it knows no end
spinning off the course we're meant to lead along

if this isn't right, just say the truth
I'd rather know what's true than to live a lie
so tell me if it's wrong to be here with you now
here we go again, running all around

we are free of all our bonds
yet maybe baby we should stay
if you think it's wrong, please let me know
we're living all the life inside our town

The Offering [Rock]

hey there sexy, you're looking fine today
you know I want you, yeah be mine
you're looking oh so fine today
I'll make an offer yeah

take me as I am, this is who I am
you can have me as I am
or you can watch me as I ascend
way up in the stars alone

leaving you behind, so far down
oh baby you're so fine
such a very sexy body, pretty face
all those curves, sexually assault my eyes

baby take me as I am
please don't watch me as I go
you know I want you oh so bad
baby please don't watch me leave

Reality's Lies [Post-Hardcore]

this reality is a world full of lies
nothing is real in the way that we think
we're living a lie of the greatest kind
our reality is just a big lie

why do you think reality's real
nothing is real in the world of shit
you're falling, keep falling
miles and miles, so far down

reality is nothing more than a lie
see past our lies at what really is real
the things you believe are really a lie
our world just lies to us all

can you survive a lie of the kind
the size of the lie is greater than you
the look on your faces gives you all away
you struggle with this, as do I

I live to make you stay around
nobody deserves to die until their time
steal a life and you've done worse than the rest
tears show your strength, the rest says you're weak

the look on your dead faces
gives you all away
nobody can take this, but last all you can
wait 'till your time, you're not ready to die

Perfect Wounds [Post-Hardcore]

these imperfections will hide our wounds
cover up with designer clothes
you know you were the better
you never thought we were even better

exactly 500 days ago I realized
you are the better, you always were
imperfections hide our wounds every day
so people see through our lies

not much better than a house in shame
you always were so much better than us
now the time has come to kill you off
I'm sorry for this will you please forgive

you would have died anyway, not by my hand
this time is my hand, killing you
a time in your life for you to die
we are just one bad day away from going insane

too late for me, already insane
kill everyone who poses a threat
the first to go has to be you
imperfections will hide all of our wounds

Death Day [Alternative Rock]

I woke up so early, oh so early
on the day I died
rue this day, forever insane
I thought I was safe and sound

then you came and killed my heart
you never really broke my heart
but what you did is even worse
you little bitch, you stupid whore

early mornings aren't my thing
I woke up early the day I died
to see your face and watch it bleed
instead you killed and angered me

now it might be wise to hear me out
you think it's done, there is no more
if you were wise then you would know
your hell has only just begun

Skylit Drive [Metalcore]

you must be ready, break 'em all
live it up and drink some tea
faster than the speed of which you fall
you can no longer control your life

you say I'll never do it all
watch me now and see the rules
my only goal to win at all
who says I can not do

obviously has never met me
the fire in my eyes
burns so steadily
victory is seen within my soul

rain or shine I'll do it all
you bastards say it can't be done
I beg to differ recklessly
I'll do the things you say I can't

I was trained be the best in town
never, ever shall I give up
my heart knows not how to give in
I'm standing strong, I always will

Rah, Rah, Rah [Metal]

fading dreams and dying bones
we make a whole of able bones
stone a man reluctantly
faster than the speed of light

the man, he dies so happily
with a smile on his face
regret beyond his grasp
everything's okay

nothing's killing me
I'll be okay to stay
your bloody lies are deadly
like the lights of the North

when followed wrongly
you're led to your death
Fuck the leaders like Hitler
this is your life to live

Fuck Night [Pornocore]

bleeding from my eyes
guts are over me
brains exploded yeah
violence surrounds

bloody ejaculation of entrails
organs coming out my ass
this shit ain't funny, no
I'm dying awful, slowly

fuck you, fuck me, fuck fuck
fuck it all, let's fuck it up
throw a party, the death of me
drink it up, smokin' weed

fuck it up all night long
I'm goin out the way I want
getting laid all night long
this song it makes no sense

Mature Choice [Alternative Rock]

you're immature, so unsure
of your life, who you really are
when you grow old and die
you will have matured your life

childish fun is so much more
than a laugh of the mature
who you are will help you see
where to go in your life

what if there's not another day
all the things you would say
when you die, feel content with who you are
make your friends the greatest friends

be content with yourself, who you are
have you lived your fullest life
find the road to happiness
come on now, take my hand

I'll help you see where to go
be it right or be it wrong
the choice is yours
see I can't make your choices, no

yeah I can help you choose
what to do and where to go
lead you in the right direction
follow me into the light

Grave [Alternative Rock]

once you're dead, you're forever dead
you can't change being dead
so be careful with your life
things are changing every day

maybe you aren't happy now
that will change too
along with everything
you can't live much more than once

when you die and go to Heaven
you will see it always rains flesh
live your life so when you die
you feel you lived a full-length life

when I died and floated to Heaven
from way down, way down in Hell
I come to Earth from time to time
see my grave, it makes me weep

Heaven is Hell [Alternative Rock]

Heaven is Hell without you up here with me
they say Heaven should be great
maybe even Heaven is a perfect place
but not without you, it is a Hell

so I'm waiting in the sky for you
you'll never see me but I'm always there
is this Heaven or is Hell disguised
Heaven is Hell without you up here with me

can I ask for you to die, no that's not, that selfish thought
I was glad to make ascension
now I'm sad, the clouds won't guide me
Heaven is Hell without you up here with me

died so young, before my time
why can't I go back in time
one request to change the past
Heaven is Hell without you up here with me

there's perfection binding me thoroughly
your perfection, never Heaven's
to me it's Hell up here without you
I died before my time had come

help them find me, where I died
the note I left, will rest in peace
the notes I left are mostly yours
there is a note that tells my death

and when they've found them
please come up here with me, eternity
Heaven can't make me happy like you
so come save me, end this Hell

Death Blessing [Post-Hardcore]

send me to battle ready to die
a sniper will find me
blow out my fucking brains
God will not save me

nor do I expect Him to
superficial superstitions controlling me
burn my body in ashes
I lay with the damned

fighting the battle
I knew I would die
somehow I'm alive
killed Hitler himself

God has not blessed me
He's sent me to Hell
killing the Devil
He expects of me

Anti-Christ [Metalcore]

I am the anti-christ
you are my enemy
I am your nemesis
maybe you can die because of me

smile, empty soul all alone
don't make me kill you with a frown on your face
you can choose what I do
I'll haunt or I'll kill

either one works for me
misshapen fortune is all your fault
living, a devil, coming for you
burn the bridges, hiding my tracks

nobody knows I'm coming for you
I am the anti-christ
prepare your coffin
I'm coming for you

Sex [Electronic]

living life like today's the last
doing things that endanger me
saying things to make me flee
showing you who I am

being trash 'cause I want to be
getting laid 'cause I know I can
sometimes I wonder if I'm a dad
I never care to protect the hos

constantly loving them
ejaculate into the V
why the hell do I even care
I don't give a fucking shit

if I make you pregnant bitch
ditching you after sex
take a pill, protect yourself
I fuck the whores all night long

Weapons [Heavy Metal]

keep the knives away from my face
keep the guns away from this state
the weapons aren't safe to be around
nightly murders never end

bloody clothes and blood-stained cheeks
an evil smile across my face
cut you up and spill your blood
eat your flesh, your bloody organs

keep the guns away from me
weapons call for me at night
am I stoned so my mind is blank
stay away from me every day

take this harpoon, stab your eye
rip it out and slice your nose
cut the parts and make you bleed
burn you up from your heart

pull your teeth and cut the ears
no more mouth, no lips, no tongue
no more toes or feet
no hands or fingers

behead your body and end the torture
take your brain out through your nose
eat your heart and the marrow's mine
I said you may stay away

Blissful Death [Alternative Rock]

sometimes I just need a hug
sometimes I just need a friend
everyone ignores, are they bitterness
shadows want to kill me now

ever wonder where to go
who you are is who to be
sometimes you need some love
I'm a hopeless cause lost at sea

nobody sees what's going on
suppose I contain it well
so much pain inside
nobody sees at all what's going on

am I bound to wander endlessly
death will conquer me
somebody help me please
I don't want to die just yet

hold me and say goodnight
kiss me silently
let me go on my own
it's time to go to sleep

I lived a happy life
thanks to friends of mine
thank you mom and dad
now let me go to sleep

I"ll tell you how it is
when you're here with me
fade into the black
let me catch my sleep

Savior [Post-Hardcore]

if you like me just tell me
if you love me please kill me
if you hate me just tell me 
if you want me then kill me

I don't want you to hate me
baby just kill me ya tell me
tell me, just tell me
everything you want to say

baby don't be afraid, no
just let it pour all out
vent your emotion
if you will love me, baby then tell me

do I attract you at all babe
if so then tell me
why should you hide it
maybe baby it's mutual

hold me and tell me you love me
if you despise me, if you hate me
say something and slap me
I'll take it all away baby I'm saving your life

if you say something I'll take it
I'll say what is best to
say for your poor health
emotions won't kill me

Teenage Steakhouse [Post-Hardcore]

so you'll try to maybe leave me in the sand
raining heavy, let me cry away sorrow
to be a teenager, it's rough
they say it's harder every year

so fuck my life and kill us all
do we deserve to die
live a painful life that is our death
we question who we are

all so constantly wonder who we are
why we'll never fit with all of the crowd
fuck it all I'm giving up
I'll be unique instead of bland

why should I be forced to fit
I'll be just who I am
let them laugh and bully me
they'll warm up eventually

if they want to kill me
let them do just that
I want you all to be
who you want to be

Haunting Dreams [Alternative Rock]

walking through the shadow of the valley of death
I nearly die each time I roam
the shallow hells throughout the Earth
every day I nearly die for living life

abomination and wicked spirits
death follows closely behind me
every day I almost die for living life
people kill me, demons chase me

evil wanders along my side
chasing me out from this land
deadly spirits chasing me
haunt my memories in my sleep

sleeping weekly, hourly
spirits haunt me every day
all the time I nearly die
I'm walking along a dangerous line

please just kill me, God don't save me
sometimes I wonder who you are
where you stand and what you do
all these powers, you're killing me

build a coffin, do the deeds
it needs to be done now
bury me, ungrateful me
killing me, get it done, God get it done

Answers [Metalcore]

somehow I want to just fade away
people ignore me, I'll do it too
here is a bargain with all of you
leave me alone, I need to think it through

sometimes I'm anguished
at times I'm hopeless
I pray for savior that never comes
what is the point to all of this

riding a dead horse
my driver's undead
where am I going
take me to Hell

is this the answer
to all of my prayers
heaven is gone now
hell overrules

Immortal Curse [Post-Hardcore]

sir here's an answer
is this your version of the thing called love
well this isn't love at all
this is a war of the Gods

how can you live your life
knowing the truth - what's going on
people are dying for your life
and it's all fine to you

I'm blessed with a curse
of the ancients and lords
something I've dealt with
all of my miserable life

shrouded in mistakes and death
lives of the poor souls
lost because of you
I'm more than a thousand

immortal at best
old if I'm lucky
someday I will die
this year is my last

Take A Breath [Post-Hardcore]

demons haunt me, stalk me in my sleep
I'm afraid of the ghostly things
prescribe some medication
I need to be okay inside

clear my mind of darker thoughts now
even though I seem okay
I'm a mess, a dying breed
angels hate me, demons love me

I can't help it, not at all
divinity won't allow for me to roam
they seem to hate me, who I am
light won't shed where I will live

demons come and ask to help
they want my evil, inner side
angels stay away from me
I'm alone, I am confused

doctors say I need real help
I'll take the pills, but I am sane
things I'm seeing, they're all so real
I need some loving soul to come

save me from my path of death
we're never perfect, I can try
I'll make the choices which help much more
if I die, I'll save a life

Life Lies [Alternative Rock]

I think about life more than I should
my life just seems so wrong
some friends are crucial
my life was getting better 'till you came

I'll say mistakes can happen
I"m a mistake that happened
my life is growing lowly
and I can't find a reason to live

death is just as easy as living through this dumb mess
I can't take this any more
so here's my final request
please let me live on in your hearts

I tried to change the world and make it better
who noticed never helped me
they only laughed at my wish
I hope you won't do this

make me believe in humans
I know that we can change us
don't swear that you will fit in
unique makes a difference

Burdened Me [Alternative Rock]

so you say you're oh so sorry
but apologies can't fix everything
some things cause lasting damage
sometimes you'll lose your friends

pain will always kill
the weak and strong alike
you say you are so sorry
oh, oh, oh so sorry

can you be forgiven for what you did
so long ago you met someone
and when they went away
time slows so far down

weeks will seem like months
if you're lucky it won't be
for me it turned around
months had turned to weeks

time just fade away for me
it makes it seem less bad
can you say sorry for what you did
maybe just move on

I know just how you feel
there used to be a kid
who was so much the same
and now that kid is me

say you're sorry once
let it go from there
move your life along
and forget what happened's true

Graveyard Apology [Alternative Rock]

I want to kill you right now
but can I end the life of you
what did you do to me
to deserve an end to your life

what I did to you was not right
well I hope you know I'm so sorry
so stupid of me to do that to you
please forgive me for so much

I know that's hard to ask of you
the hell I've put you through
shared some pain with you
so, so sorry, hope you know

I fucked up so, so bad
I was just wrong about it all
sorry hon I am, really am
so much lies, not much truth

please forgive me though
your pain is shared through me
I fucked up real, real bad
let's take it all away

over time it fades away
so sorry babe I really am
sorry for all I've done
to your pretty little heart

I know it was my fault
it doesn't seem I should
apologize for this
I'll take your pain away

Organ Donor [Post-Hardcore]

bombing all planets
entrails build roads
a hundred years ago
this world seemed so absurd

now our reality is a living Hell
religion can't save you
more than before
our helpless lost souls

will wander the Earth
searching for savior
a savior that isn't there
my organs lay around me

heart in a jar with liver and lungs
somehow I'm alive
my brain isn't there
I'm just fucking numb

Demonized Humanoid [Metalcore]

have you ever seen a thousand kills
a ghost of the dead and the damned
lost at sea for no reason
we're a vulnerable race

we can die out so easily
a delicate system of boundaries
have you ever seen a thousand kills
I'll tell you I have

sadistic morbidity enraptures us all
the more deaths you see
the stronger we grow
this battle is lost, our souls are the damned

I'm bleeding profusely
the blood will not stop
our battle was won
but now we are lost, we have lost

Murder [Post-Hardcore]

bury my coffin
lower me into the sea
watch my mangled body
sink beneath the sea

through the glass coffin
creating a new breed
my coffin isn't meant
to let me rest in peace

all the lives I've lived
all the times I've died
every time is just too soon
murdered each time

science will tell
Nazis don't care
lower my coffin
into the sea

my dismembered body
will resurrect itself
I'm coming for you
you murdered me

Crucify [Metalcore]

crucifixion! dying days and
burning safe souls
everyone is fooled into
worshiping me

the wives of God
the followers of Christ
you've been fooled into this
I am the Lord

you give me strength
my power has risen
because of you
it is prominent

prevalent in nature
your praises for me
my powers won't flee
inside of me

The Curse [Heavy Metal]

stop what you're doing right now
there's a smell in the air
can you tell what it is
the smell of Hell, demons unleashed

this isn't good to be right here
oh shit, mother fucker, here we go
a knife in my throat
a gun to my head

well fucker let's go
you stupid shit let's go
you bastard let's fight right now
asshole you'll be driven to Hell

fucker come on, let's get it on
nigger let's go, you'll fight me
fucker come on, kill me
you shit let's go right now

you fucking stupid piece of shit
you're sadistic and evil
it flows in me
this fucker is me, he has consumed me

Solo Stranger [Alternative Rock]

some people choose just how to die
I soon will choose the life of mine
perhaps I'm worthless to your kind
I am an outcast, far from home

there was a time when I was younger
life was joyful, blissful sweetness
nightmares kill me every night now
escaping thoughts of brutal murders

I'm too fucking young to feel like this
I'm hardly eighteen, I'm really fifteen
sex offenders walk these streets
sweating nightly, I match the mind

I hate to say this
innocence is false yeah
I have a secret you all must know
a criminal soul maturing faster

when I was born I killed my mother
my father waited for me at home
he was deader than a zombie's corpse
when I got home I saw his brains out on the floor

my brother killed him that very night
that I was born into this form
I'm alien in nature and I just can't fit in
perhaps I'm dead now, hang a noose

Piece of Me [Post-Hardcore]

decay, decay, decaying bones
apparitions and hallucinations
grave reminders of the choices I make
and every night at four A.M.

when I wake up soaked in blood
screaming so loud with veins bursting out
I am reminded of the life I live
something should change

it needs to be now
I can't find who it is I am
though I live with a purpose in life
it all goes to waste

nobody cares, nobody sees
I am alone now
free of all bindings
I was chained in stone

but now you see, I am free
bloody-soaked and worn out
sweating with fear now
it's all just a fucking dream

I must be insane
they're eating at me
I'm inside a coffin
no air to breathe

eating my brains now
organs are lost now
I'm already dead though
I feel the pain

The Devil's Prayer [Metalcore]

I am a seeker
I am a keeper
I am an angel
I protect the falling lands

now I was there
the night He was born
I saw Christ and
I saw Him die

I am the Devil
a demon, an angel
fallen angel so well disguised
I am the killer

at my hand He died
Christ was killed
before my hand He died
I am the killer

for I am an Ancient
worn with age but powerful
Christ was killed
by my own

my people, they killed Him
I was the leader
the saint had sinned
I had to kill

I have a reason
these thoughts arouse me
the fallen Lord
was slain by me

Outer Workings [Gunge]

the outer realms of thoughtfulness
and dread with hatred
demonize us all
our hope is gone swiftly

I warn you all not to go
beyond the workings of
the inner ties between the realms
it's dangerous land, men will die

warriors have gone before
though lost they were too far from man
Spartans go and are afraid
they can't survive this forbidden place

don't wander far beyond your kind
we see what's safe for us to see
I've been beyond a foreign land
I hated that which it was I saw

Mental Breakdown [Alternative Rock]

gaze into the stars and see
what breaks me down inside these bones
what gives me pain inside the brain
what gives these tears

a voice fiercely harsh
a voice that needs to be heard
cold as snow, hard as ice
my hand of ice is like a splice

it cuts what stands
within the path of where I go
my mind is set in stone
I've gone insane

with the pain I've gained
I've lost my manhood
though maturity is gained
it is also lost

as I go back in time
and effort is lost
though it must be done
it's the hardest thing to do

Psychic [Alternative Rock]

did you ever have a doubt
maybe I'm a mental nutcase
my mind ain't right,
I'm out of it

I lied to you all along
I will explain if you want me to
scratch that wrong, it ain't right
you've got to know

where we went wrong
a thousand years
and I've lied to you
it wasn't mean to be this way

so long we stay in harmony
I lie to you all along
though with good intent
I swear to you

shaking up inside my mind
hardly able to stay still
with growing guilt, I was so wrong
you need to know

venting now as I did before
I was so wrong to do this to you
it's killing me, eats me up
it wasn't a game but it wasn't true

War in the Cosmos [Post-Hardcore]

there is a beast
he was sent from the Heavens
a war is raging beyond our views
Heaven and Hell fighting

an animal clinging by thin restraint
to the pits we call Hell
Heaven is breaking
genocide endangers us all

your God has changed His plans
for humanity's reign
upon the holy soil
to which we call home

divine intervention, we don't even see it
there's nothing to see now
look even farther into the abyss
we are not alone in this world we call home

Suffocation [Metalcore]

suppress the masses of the dying breed
pretend you're okay and safe from harm
believe me when I'll say
you'll make it through this easily

but it takes just practice
to stay alive all the time
this generation never fails
to disappoint me thoroughly

nothing's done right
it's all so wrong now
perhaps you're ashamed
undoubtedly, I know that's not the case

shameful priests protect their secrets
grateful demons rise again
rebellion, destructive treason
sinners shall prevail

the masses of humanity
are in extreme danger
we shouldn't be alive right now
the generation's faithfulness dies tonight

Spiritual [Post-Hardcore]

forging lies and finding space ships
find your inner soulfulness
a world beyond the universe
plagued by hatred of ourselves

deadly thoughts of killing me
a raven howls like a wolverine
in the night, cold with blood
moonlit shadows stalking me

breaking inside a lunar eclipse
lost of all but cancer cells
terminal diseases rule us all
what to do but pop the pills

when weeping souls, long been dead
rule us near so much as
the terminal disease
so easily spread

when your body dies
the soul lives on
that spirit of Death
it's watching over you

The Vacant Journey [Post-Hardcore]

you're free from the fiery pits of
a burdened warrior's lost land
the depths of anguish hover in the air
unrelenting evil walks among your numbers

take a hint to learn to flee
for fleeing this place is crucial
escape the wrath of soldiers
abandon all your hope

though be it wise remains
a little bit of hope
forgotten peaceful lands
are forever lost to thee

running does no good
they're faster than you can run
work together though
perhaps we'll win this war

Standing Our Ground [Metalcore]

all the people want to wander
find a soul to torment
maybe I dress in black
maybe we seem so morbid

but are we really different
are we really lesser
than these worthless assholes
bound to rot in Hell

I think at once we were equal
but now we are the greater
jealousy controls them
never speaking the truth

deny their right to freedom
we have the right to say this
to show we are the better
never ever give in

Possibility [Post-Hardcore]

falling free from the galaxy
choices help me see
who it is I am inside
exploring inside, inner beauty

thoughts run free, wildly
quarantined, unable to breathe
forsaken me, ungrateful me
respect the sea, cleansing thee

forsaken me, praying's key
untruthful sea of deepest lies
the path to Heaven is greatly hidden
guardians protect us all

though war is always under way
something beyond mere beliefs
stronger faith in humanity
flies despise my hatred life

Self Discovery [Metalcore]

every time you try and break me down
I'm only getting stronger
all the lies and crap you give
I've dealt with it all my life

to this day I am ashamed
for this bully of worthlessness
once I was but now no more
I can't explain but I have changed

I was never respected, I fought back
denying peace, unwanted violence
never again will this be me
I've found myself at last for now

pierce the shield of misery
venture into oblivion
I wasn't sure of who I was
though now I know who I am

Secrets We Bear [Alternative Rock]

if demons exist and heaven is real
isn't there hell, the devil is real
evil must rule your pure planet of faith
God does exist, but who needs to know

Lucifer is real, so let's tell everyone
Jesus a savior, bound by chains to the cross
the army of Hell has gathered great strength
the Kingdom of Heaven is still standing strong

suicide to cleanse the soul
homicide to clear your sin
demonize the universal restraint
pale light in the night

this signals the end
God has remained, never say a prayer
the Devil shall wander, leading the rest
this pale green lantern, the last you will see

Earth has it's secrets
we have our relics hidden so well
yet in plain sight, easy to see
though man shall not see the power of thee

Seeing Double [Metal]

we kill, kill in cold blood
we fight, fight for the right that is ours
we want all the world to die
listen to your mommy

when she warns you of the dangers
of conversing with me
guess what all you bitches
I don't give a fuck what you think of me

why would I care what a
faggot will say to his mother at night
suck my dick, get on your knees
you're worthless to me

I'm sure that you're gay
a loser of all things
faggot at heart
you worthless shit flea

well fuck what's this
we're shrouded in black
day after day
we're just not the same

we're one of a kind
fuck you and your lies
we can't be the same
maybe I am insane

Dementia, Corruption [Post-Hardcore]

vast distances hiding all the sin
evil demons walk amongst our ruins
searching for abandoned souls
to kill all the helpless ones

I've seen the deeper inner workings
third eye brings to light the lies
our life is thought to be the best
your lies cover all the truth

corruption seeks our future world ruin
death was indicated
early on in our sad lives
blasphemy awards us all

expect to die in a darker world
open your mind, you're all so blind
a third eye will help you find
the way to the reality

of our Hell, it's real
buried beneath the sea of bones
forge a working mind
bloody-fucking-hell

agonizing pain, resurrected corpse
you should always stay brain dead
the path to Hell is open
your Heaven is just not real