A New Love Burns Inside (Metal)

Met you online one night and you said you'd give it a shot

A shot at being a Scene Queen and from that point I've been

Falling deeper and deeper in love with you, so beautiful you are

Found a cure to the Hell I'm living through right now

Now I know if you died tonight I'd be devistated

Wouldn't know where the Hell to go from there on out

What would I ever do without you in my life right now

All the wonderous things you say to me

It makes me feel like you actually care about what happens to me

Something not many people would care much about

Just think about all the things we could do together

What a great relationship we could have together

The one thing that's wrong with that, you don't live near

An hour of fear sits ahead of my in this journey to see you

A path of fear doesn't come near whilst I ride the bear

That bear'll get me there in an hour or so from now

See you in an hour my love

I will see you in an hour, treat you right without fright

I swear I'll treat you right my dear

Just Wanted To Make Amends (Alternative)

I ask to make amends, to make it right

What I get instead is a block online

You blocked me on Facebook

Did ya forget about Formspring?

I ask to make amends, to make it right

I get disgust in return -- is that correct?

I want to become friends and make amends

Where am I for that friendly gesture?

I ask to make amends, you give me hate for that

Nothing comes from my mouth to say the least

Though you know I love you, do not hate you

What'd I do to deserve this hate from you?

I know I write some disturbing stuff

But that is not going to happen to you, I swear my dear

Just wait and see what a mistake you've made

I just wanted to make amends me dear

Can We Make Amends? (Alternative Rock)

I know I've done some bad things to you

Things I said I'd never do

But I know you don't believe in forever

That must mean something will change for the better

You'll stop ignoring me some day because

"Nothing lasts forever" as you would say

Don't like being called an attention whore

Can't imagine what you must be feeling 'cause of me

All the sick thoughts I wrote in my songs

Should've kept it to myself the whole time instead

I wrote it in songs and put it online for the world to see

So stupid of me, I am so sorry my love

It will not happen again, I swear to the grave

A Christian am I, I mustn't talk like that

I am sorry for what I've done to you

Can't imagine the pain you feel when reading those songs

Does this prove to you that I still love you?
I need to know your answer today

What do you  feel as you hear this song

Do you feel remorse, do you feel hate, do you feel love?

Please let me say "I am sorry my love".

An Overdue Apology (Alternative Rock)

Now I'm looking back at the things I said

I see they were cruel and unfair

So I say to you now, my love...

Do not do anything rash, nothing stupid

No one wants to see you go

Not now, and not ever, never ever go away

Away for a long, long time, so unwanted

That tragedy is

Nobody wants you to go, so do not leave us

The things I've said, they don't mean anything

Doesn't mean I want you to go, doesn't mean a thing at all

Nobody wants to see you dead, so don't be rash

Don't let anyone get through your defense

Nobody wants you gone from this Earth

I'll take back what I said if it keeps you alive

I'm sorry for what I've done, don't let anyone else do it to you

You don't deserve that

Don't do anything rash, it's not for the better

If you need a friend, talk to me, I'm here for you

Don't let what they say get in your head

I know I've hated on you, but I've also loved you

Just remember that I'm here for you

When you needa vent, talk to me, hate on me

You can't hurt me anymore, it just goes through me

No pain is inflicted on me, say what you want

Whatever it takes to make my love happy again

I'm sorry for what I have done....

Confusin' Me (Alternative Rock)

I read all the lies you've told me

And now you're confusing me with these other lies

So I watch with close attention

Try to figure out what you're doing to me

You confuse me so damn much

You don't think I'll write this stuff

But you don't know what damage you've done

Haven't watched close to see what you've done to me

You don't know your own strength at all

A girl like you, a heart so cold like yours

You don't know what you can do with that

It's the biggest weapon of all the weapons

More feared than a hydrogen bomb

Don't know what you're trying to do

Where you're trying to go

Don't know what's going on in your mind

Just know you're making me confused

My Sickness (Melodic Death Metal)

Did I not warn you I am demented?

I see not what I write as evil -- only hate, only love

I defy the laws of mental illness

I  prove there are new limits beyond mentally ill

So feel my evil glare as you look into my eyes

I am more sick than a serial killer

Though I am not mentally ill

Do not belong in a mental asylum

Though I think it best of me to be there

As bad thoughts lead to bad actions
We may see some change in life

These things I say you mustn't fear

I wish none upon the World!

Hardcore Whore (Rapcore)

Hardcore whore!

Well you're a real hardcore whore!

A fucked up whore -- you have no life!

Hadcore whore! You're a real hardcore bitch!

Fuckin' whore!

Bangin' everyone everywhere to snag a quick buck

The way you cuk, it makes some shit

Such a hardcore whore! You're fuckin' a statue!

Can not believe my eyes -- you fuck yourself!

(Hardcore whore!)

You say you're in love, but you're a whore

A whore can not be in love, you're also a bitch

I'll fuck you but when I'm done

I'll send you down to Hell, bitch

A fucked up nigger and a whore, that's you

Now I'm not bein' racist. I see you're white!

What you read on here, all is true, there's no lies

But I have only one - I will not fuck a

Hardcore whore!

The Loser Is You (CCM)

I throw my life away to see to it that you're safe

I want to see that you're in a happy relationship

You're rockin' on a ship that's taking you nowhere special

Not the good kind of rocking, but falling off course

So why should I care about a bitch like you?

You don't give a fuck about me, so I don't give a fuck about you

I used to write your name on my arm with a razorblade

Don't see what the loss of blood was for

I wanted to give it to you, but you refuse to love

Would've given you all my lost blood

Gave you the key to my heart but you ripped it out instead

Thought you were the one, can't believe it myself

A whore like you, such a big piece of shit

You think I don't care, but I care so much more than you think

The blood flows so slow, it glows blue-green in the dark

That blood being spilled is the last bit of care I have in me

Left Behind To Move Forward (Christian Alternative)

I've been on this road trip too long

It can't be good for my health at all, not one bit

Don't know what the Lord's plan is for me

Just know it's a good plan 'cause I worship Him

I walk alone along this open road

Waiting for something good to happen to me

Know it just takes time to see it happen

But I'm just so alone in a world of hate

I get ignored all the time and the rain pours down

The sun never shines, it doesn't help me through

I know I have the Lord though he'll be with me always

Guide me to safety, keep me alive through all the hard times

I'll forget about you on this journey

The life I left behind to see the world

It was so great, and I just can not believe I left it all behind

Though I know it's for the better, I leave you behind in the dust

The Unstoppable Bullet Ride (CCM)

This train rolls on way too fast, can't comprehend

Any of my surroundings at all

Goin' faster than a bullet at top speed -- it's all just a blur

So I jump off this train when I get tired of running

I run from my life the whole day without sleep all week

So when this train I'm riding ends up crashing

I'll be happy for once but for now I'm afraid

Not jumping off quite yet -- the darkness so full

The city lights blur by and my life is a blur

I don't know where I am -- who am I anyway?

So many questions for life that I don't understand

Birthdays go by without a single ounce of notice

I've got a razorsharp knife through my heart

Torn between worlds, I don't know where to go

Dunno what I'm doing or where I'm going

Just going where life takes me, know the Lord's with me

The Lord's Power (Death Metal)

You blow us up with your lightning rod

A thousand volts smashing down on us

He brings the mountains to the ground

Smashing us in rubble and in smoke from the volcano

As we lay in pain beneath the rubble

We make a plea for help and ask Him to save us

The day of Judgement in clear site of humanity

Pray to Him for your soul to be saved

Confess to the Lord all the sins you've made

Believe in Him and let Him accept you

As one of His followers in the dead of night

Let the wrath of the Lord be known to all

The Lord will not die, for He is beyond Death

Watch as He shows his unimaginable power

He will suck the life right from beneath your skin

Make you pay for being an athiest

Judgement Day will claim your life you athiest

The Path I Walk (Christian Alternative)

I realize what lies ahead if I take this path

Walk the path of a life full of sorrow

I lay on this bed of tears and cry myself to sleep

Not the best way of sleep, but it gets the job done

I know I can't take much more of this life

I wait for the future to be filled with good fortune

But I know that day will not come

Not unless I change the path I walk along

I walk a path that's filled with hate

It's filled with misfortune and disasters

These wounds you make in my heart

Oh baby, you know they don't heal so fast

But you know I've found a way to rid myself of you

Rid myself of these holes you've made

And I need not know where you are, what you do

And I know you don't care, so why should I care?

I ride this lightning bolt to a higher place

I swear tonight I'll take all control -- not go insane again

I walk along this path of Love and of joy

I've change the path I'm on, you're going down

Down, down, down

It's too bad I wont see you again

'Cause now I can't rub it in

But that's because I wont be down there

I'll be up in the sky, way up in Heaven with God
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Thank you to Red Velvet Line for inspiring me to write this song.