Sunday, January 6, 2013

The Whispering Damned [Metal]

screaming out loud but nobody hears
I feel like a mime - nobody sees, nobody cares
they say that I'm fine but I know that's a lie
someday you will see that you were all wrong

slashing my arms 'till they bleed and won't stop
and I'm sorry to say, heaven would seem like suicide to me
you're all that I need but lately it seems
I need more than pain to live in this way

sometimes I cry though there's no reason at heart
I just feel so alone and if somebody cares, they refuse to say
and it just seems to me that I need the pain
you say that I'm fine and I have a future that's bright

I just don't see where you're taking this from
this future they see seems to be a lie
you encourage me to stay strong in hell
I'm human like you so why can't you see that this pain is too strong

my whispers are heard for miles around
yet somehow I scream and nobody hears even a word
maybe the screams are just in my head
nobody hears - it's all in my head

I live like a mime and nobody cares if I am fine
somebody please, why does it seem nobody listens to me
screaming out loud yet nobody hears
somehow they all hear the whispers I scream

I'm trapped in a box and there's no escape
this box is my hell and it would seem that nobody cares
if anyone sees they really don't care
live life your way where everything goes right

you live a lie if you live life like that
life isn't fun - life's full of pain, misfortune, and lies
somebody help, I'm not feeling fine
I'm screaming out loud and nobody hears the things that I say

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

My Mask Carries All The Bones [Metalcore]

believe in me, I have heart and I have faith
believe me please, have faith, believe
believe in me, trust me please, we can make it through this
believe we can make it through this life in Hell

you can keep up the lies but I believe we're free
I'm gonna take you down tonight
believe in me, have some faith and see beyond the lies
believe for once that we can be okay

standing stronger, flying higher - so far above what's wrong
crashing low, you are below everything
believe in me for once - I am oh so capable
nobody ever said to me, "Life is just so easy, oh so easy"

take life by the throat - strangle, mangle
bring it to the ground and bury everything
believe in me, I swear to God I can
fuck off, believe - make your fucking choice

stand strong, believe, we can make it through it all
believe in me sweetie, we can make it through it all
have faith, believe, I swear to God we can
stay strong baby, believe in you and me, we can make it through it all

so stand up, let's dance, darling, sing with me
stay strong, believe, we can make it through it all
darling, believe, I swear we'll make it through
believe in you and me, we can make it through everything that's in our way

Saturday, December 8, 2012

From Dusk Until Dawn [Post-Hardcore]

how do you feel when you're watching the sky
from the cold depths of your blackened Hell
the sun will not shine for you at all
when it rains, it never wants to stop

bury me, selfish sea of broken dreams and fallen man
these bones won't break, but I wish they would
you're so damn naive, believe what you hear
such a beautiful face, you'll hide all of your pain

cover your scars with the sleeves on your shirt
your thighs are exposed - thank God that they're clean
your arms are still scarred though your thighs are now clean
honey I know your smile's so fake

what do you see as you look to the stars
hide from your past and plan for the end
you can't decide why in the Hell there's reason to stay
watch as your mother is killed in front of your eyes

your family is dead now you're the only one left
paint a rose black and spread all the ashes
cover the scars, you never left them showing
a beautiful face means nothing to me

what are you like as a person inside
steadily the fog lurks in the dark and comes from the sea
engulfing you and hiding the tears from the world to see
tell me, baby, what do you see when you look up at me

Russian Roulette [Post-Hardcore]

hello honey, how are you today
as you know, I just went shopping though what for
baby trust me, understand me please
a revolver is hidden behind my back

hold it tightly and slowly walk away from you
nothing's working, it's just getting worse for me
understand me, don't come down for me 
baby please listen to me speak through the tears

go to sleep and please don't wake up
until the morning calls for you
I've only got one bullet but that's all I need
load the chamber, I'll spin it twice

oh so blindly place, the gun to my head
now without looking, I'll pull the trigger
these shaking hands no longer stand so steady
pull the trigger, tears fall around my body

no shot - spin the chamber
blindly shooting but that's fine
I feel a gun to my head and that's all that I need
one shot - I'm gone

sorry, baby - I told you, just sleep
so please understand me
one shot - my bloody fingers limply lay still
blood-stained walls, repainted with brains

Criminal [Post-Hardcore]

building a shell out of your lies, not from your eyes
a secret life of your mistakes
you're a criminal and wanted everywhere
disguise yourself and forget the lies of the past

build a barrier between the truth and lies
your blood is visibly spread as you walk away
how much time can you waste and live your life this way
portray the great image of yourself on everyone

nobody knows the life that you live
everyone expects your secrets
now it's wise to run away from here again
every time you have to leave

this life is rough though it's all your fault
hide it all and run away from the truth
you don't want to live like this
I know that you hate the man you are

your family doesn't even know your name
you hide from everyone you've ever met
when do you say enough is enough
you can't live a life like this

Another Shadow [Post-Hardcore]

hush little darling, don't be so scared
don't be afraid of what you can't know
so hush your lips, your pretty, sweet cherry lips
let me kiss them and never let you go

war is prolonged but what is it for
my knife is breaking me down
a hundred thousand pieces and you'll never know
your skin is so cold, your heart no longer beats a name

my face is pale and maybe it's true - I am a ghost
nobody sees me, they all see right through me
hardly ever promised anything I could ever keep
darling please stay strong; the strongest can still break

drinking the water, you don't know it's poisoned
I take my own life but I leave you this note
now I know that I'm gone, a spirit in danger
watch over you like a  guardian angel

I'll keep your heart strong, make sure you're okay
wipe tears from your eyes every day
can you see through me - do I remain clear
you are the light that keeps me strong

If I Die Tonight, I'm Bringing You With Me [Post-Hardcore]

early this morning I woke to the sound
of church bells singing a song for me
looked out my window and I saw destruction
bloody rivers flowing freely down the streets

and now that I'm all chained, I guess this is goodbye
I'm breaking the bonding - ain't ready to go
these empty streets still give me the creeps
I'm running fast but there's no way I can flee

they're out to get me and I'm staying in shadow
I'll walk to the gallows though I won't let you be
leaving a trail of poisonous gases behind in my wake of doom
watch out or where you tread may be the end of you

gasoline and fire make the perfect explosives
staying in shadow, I walk to the gallows
a path of destruction shall lie in my wake
armed with a cross and the Lord by my side

the KKK sure fucking proved the Lord backs us all
so what's there to stop me form burning you all
strike a match and inhale the poison without any clue
I'll take you all out if I'm going down

judgemental bitch taking the honors
take to the shadows, stick to the depths of the sea
lay down the trap and set you all free
the captain goes down and brings the ship to his grave

Infiltration [Alternative Rock]

every day I'm alive I'm seeing mean people
bullies are in control where I go to school
it gets in my blood, flows through my veins
I do what I can to stop all these jerks from hurting these kids

Lord knows that I've tried the best that I can
he's seen me cry, breakdown in miserable tears
because these bullies are evil indeed
everybody shout - sing along with me please

raise up your voice and let our message be heard
the louder we are, the stronger we stay
dear bullies you must know you're killing us all
you're like a poison that takes hours to set and days to kill

you little bastards think you're so cool by making us weak
now I understand if you're hurting inside
of course I don't hate you though I despise what you are
I"m here to help if that's what you need

no way in Hell will I stoop so low as to kill
I'll only help you make it through life
raise up and cheer, this is our battle cry
we will not die, we'll never give up, never give in

why should we ever let you win the war that's at hand
nobody's perfect, don't point out our flaws
we won't listen to you, you'll never win
this is our fight, we're staying strong

Potter's Adventures [Post-Hardcore]

a fight to death, our broken promises
walking through hell, not sure what to say
demented beings haunting my dreams because of you
walk into hell yeah the first thing that I see is the rebirth of Satan

a ring of fire surrounds the chamber of sacrificed blood
this place is sacred, our war is disturbing the unholy peace
step up to the throne and lay out an offer
the prince of darkness has standards you must meet

if you are holy, he'll chop off your head, you'll be His dinner
Satanic worship is all over Hell
if there is a God, He's losing the battle
our war of promise is causing His strength

fuck you I am dead but fuck if that makes you king of the world
unleash my weapon of mass destruction
nothing will be left for your filthy rule
you'll surely be dead, I send Satan for you

evil surrounds me and I'm losing my heartbeat
before the war I was fine and healthy
now I'm in Hell and the past can't be undone
holding you close to me, breaking the memories

I'll kill what's left of you inside of my head
I'm not about to go as low as you've gone
technically I've won the battle and you're ready to explode
everything that I see as I'm walking through Hell

can't be unseen and it makes me believe
we are endangered and we're on a food chain but not at the top
the reasons to end it really seem so fucking lame to me
I'll be what I want, that's better than you

Weaving A Path [Post-Hardcore]

hello there ya beautiful, gorgeous girl
I've got a present waiting here for you
you know that I still walk in shadows
all by myself, alone every night

study the moon and watch it revolve
you know every night I think you're so sexy
the only thing you could do to be twice as sexy
baby I'm yearning to see your guts spread out on the floor

the topping's your own blood, I'll have a glass of that
I've got a knife and it's covered with your blood
I swear I don't know how the hell it got to me
baby I do say you're sex when you're as dead as a ghost

trigger finger ready to make even more mess
to cut up your organs is such a beautiful thing
seeing your face dead and cold as the snow
bloody and pale - it's such a fucking sexy thing

I'll rape your corpse and bathe in your cold blood
it's soothing to me dear, you're sexy as hell
I like seeing your corpse sprawled out on the floor
I've got a boner from seeing you dead

survey your corpse now I am aware
baby I killed you, I'll kill myself too
you're fucking sexy with your guts all around
maybe I'll eat you and crown myself as king

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Departure [Pop Rock]

every night I lay in bed away from you
sleepless nights alone in bed
I'm freezing cold and missing your face
I miss your touch, your warming smile

girl hear me out, you're beautiful
and my heart races when she's kissing me
even when she holds me close and says it's fine
her pure beauty is so captivating

her perfection's overwhelming
how come she can't see the things I see
if she could see the way I see
I swear to God, she'd feel invincible

she would see there is no match
no one is as good as her
I swear to God she is the best I'll ever have
she's perfection at it's best

and if I ever find someone else
I swear to God I'll see your face instead
I'll never find another one like her
our love was true and I let it go

I've gone so low, she's all that I want
she's got it all and I'm in love with her
you're the one that I want, the one that I love
she's so perfect, it's killing me

Disco With The Devil [Pop Rock]

I've tried so hard through all my life
it's time for me to turn around
I'll take a stand and be myself
I'll live my life, I'm in control again

through all the years I've been around
I was not the one to live my life alone
everyone controlled my life for me
so cleanse it all and take control of everything

secret lies and happy lives
I was never one to live in secrecy
even when the better thing to do was to say a lie
I always told the truth instead of living lies

through all my life I tried so hard
to do things right through everything
and every day I'm trying much harder
to get away from here, get to where I need to be

destruction of the soul is life with no death
but I don't want to live that long
and everybody says that I should be this way
but I have this to say to you and all your lies

I won't be the way you think I should
I am my own man, I won't live like this
I'm done with your control
I try so hard and now I'm done

Funeral [Post-Hardcore]

lay your head down, time to rest
a hearse is waiting beside your door
take a final breath of air
feel the weightlessness of flight

resting time has come for you
Heaven calls for you my dear
your life was cut way too short
you're suffering so let it end

close your eyes and wait for death
the time for rest has come for you
at least you'll have a peaceful death
lay to rest, you're in your bed

Heaven sends an angel down to guide you home
listen here, so close my dear
I love you so much more than life
you know I want the best for you

you're my life, my only love
would I say for you to go if it wasn't for the best
my last words will give you joy
the last you'll ever hear in life

"I love you so much more than life"
goodbye my dear, my sweetest love
lay your head to rest my love
I'll see you in another life

The Army of Fallen [Post-Hardcore]

white light, misguidance
a razor cuts deeper into your skin
the wounded are scarred
unhealed, not cared for until you're dead

the bullies are heartless
we're wounded, we're soldiers
won't give up 'till the light dies
we've been there, yeah we know

shine light, misguide us so blindly
we carry the wounded, the dying
fight stronger, our numbers are growing
we're dying with treason

a world in black and white unfolds in delight
my word has been given, you're safer forever
the reason's not needed when treason's misleading
the army of broken still will protect you

you've joined us now, you won't be left behind
our army is caring and showing of love
the blackness is fading
the light still misguides you

with bleeding red spines we stand up for you
my heart is not a lie
don't trust me, then watch my brain
my heart is guidance protecting you

King of Earth [Metal]

you can run with the stars
travel in style everywhere you go
the city knows what's up when you come around
the world's your treasure, you are the devil

you can travel the world flying in style
the cops won't chase you 'cause they know you're trouble
kill everyone, nobody cares what you did
now when you go home, your family's in tears

see what you did with all of your power
open your eyes man, this has to stop
can you live with yourself knowing what you have done
your mind is lost from all the abuse

if you've got it made, you'd better protect
every man has a bounty for the price of your head
man can you stop the pain you keep causing
making us suffer because you got bored

you ain't a gangster, you're worth nothing to me
soon you will find out the damage you've done
you ruled the world and we're bringing you down now
you're too much trouble, it's more than it's worth

Years Of My Life [Rock]

I look back at the years of my life
and I wonder what happened to it
years of my life - they're passing me by
where did it go, all of those years

I once was a boy and now I'm a man
where'd my life go, how much time do I have left
the time I've wasted was gone from the start
soon enough I'll find that I'm dead

I keep aging and it's going too fast
not quite ready for my chances
years of my life - they keep flying away from me
these years of my life are going too fast

seems yesterday I was just ten
was it my sub-conscious mind or was I wide awake
don't remember how I spent my time alive yet dead
years of my life, once were so slow, missing my life

these years of my life are speeding right by
where'd my time go and how old am I
how much time has been wasted
who could I be, where can I go to slow my life down

recent years have gone much faster than ever before
these years of my life have gone to waste
where has it gone, what did I do
they say life's perfect, well not for me, I'm trapped in the past

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Brains For Actors [Pop Rock]

baby listen to me please I have something to say
I wasn't thinking clearly, haven't been so sure for so long
life keeps rushing by my face
flying through time and space too fast for me to stay on course

I'm crashing down into the land, hit a mountain, now I'm down
the sky is dangerous, don't stay so high for too long
you'll be like me and just do things
no thought involved, you just do it 'cause you think you can

that's what's been going on for me
wish it'd change 'cause it's killing me
I don't want to be a piece of shit but it seems I am anyway
I can't change the way I am, I'm too far into this trap

I'm not thinking all this through anymore than I should
maybe less than I'd like to say I'm thinking through
I swear it's not intentional but it happens to be this way
wish it'd stop and I could change

somehow I think there's little hope to fix it all
take me back to the day when you were there on your own in need of help
I'm sure I'd help you once again but wouldn't leave you anymore
take us back to the time when I said I'm leaving you

I'll change that day to be the way it ought to be
so many things that I would change if I could just go back in time
everyone would be happy with their lives the way that they should be
I wouldn't ruin another life if I could stop myself from this

I would stop myself from falling for this one and all the others that I've met
you're the one for me forever and I'll stop myself from this
why should I change for you if you hate the way I am
I hate myself, you know it's true because of you and me, it's life

Rain Storm [Rock]

try and wash away your tracks in the rain
guilt is closing in, you know you're so wrong
what's left behind, not washed away
you left behind enough to get caught

the rain won't wash away all of your tracks
if you want to be free, then burn all that's left
the rain can not take all of the pain
the tracks are so thin, but you're still around

now guilt closes in, you know you've done wrong
keep coming back, see if you're found
your tracks are so thin, hidden within
watching your back, you cover the end with the rain

tears wash away all that's behind
I've got you near, discovered you're here
burning the pain, watching the rain
going insane, you wait for the pain

are you sorry for what's done
you use the rain to hide what's behind
well the rain can't hide all of your past
your mistakes are undone, but the fact is still there

watching the rain, crying in vain
guilt closes in and you know you're undone
you're so afraid of what you can do
so wash away all of the pain

The Truthful Lies [Pop Punk]

every day I'm asked the same things from those who know of our past
what went wrong when we lasted for so long
and I can't even say a thing 'cause I'm ashamed of who I am
I don't want to be this way but it's life, that's who I am

now I don't want to be this way, I'm ashamed of who I am
what's become of myself
and why would I lie at all, no one trusts the liar's truth
I'm ashamed of who I am but it's life it's who I am

every day they say the things I don't want to hear from them
I can't say a thing to them 'cause I'm ashamed of who I am
if I say anything, it won't help a thing at all
and when I tell the truth to you, you don't think it's really true

'cause I've lied so much before, couldn't stop it anytime
and no one trusts the lies I say even if the truth is heard
and I can't say the things I've done
'cause I don't want to be this way, who I am isn't right

I don't want to be this way, it's who I am, I want to change
anything I say is classified as lies and nothing else
someone save me and help me out 'cause I don't want to be this way
the way I am is killing me

tried to run and hide from it,
that made it worse, it didn't help a bit
all the times they ask me what went wrong with us
I can't say a thing to them 'cause if I do I'll cry in shame

I hate the thing that I've become, so ashamed of who I am
all these things I've said and done are killing me inside the heart
I warn you now to stay away 'cause I don't want to hurt you too
I'm ashamed of who I am, I don't want to be this way

Friday, October 19, 2012

California Lies [Metal]

break down your walls of security
deserve no better than a rotting hell
maybe I mean it, maybe I don't
holding you down now you're on the floor
 
breaking my walls down
I'm on my way to a bitter place
I once heard a man, well he said just one thing
all I heard himn say is how he loves his life
 
my mind won't let me be
content with who I am
take me down to Hell
you'll see that I don't care
 
Hell is where I live
I want to bring you down with me
wish I wasn't me
my life's too full of pain
 
I'm glad it may be me instead of someone else
deserving of this pain
I'll bring you down with me
fall into my grave, stay above the sea